Most Compelling Betrayal

Hurt - Last night, I was scared for my life. He put his hands around my throat and squeezed. Now I feel like some sort of pathetic person, because even though he tells me I'm stupid and ugly, I still want ...
03-25-2008 13:17 visited 1263 times. Compelling Rating 98.00 (rated 5 times) Sincerity Rating 94.29 (rated 7 times)

Lost Love - I loved you long ago and still do. You were the spice that made life worth living and the passion that kept the nights warm. I married someone else but I still love you. After all these years I still ...
03-31-2008 00:16 visited 1583 times. Compelling Rating 98.00 (rated 5 times) Sincerity Rating 97.50 (rated 8 times)

molestation - I hate my mother. She stayed with my father after he molested me and now I have finally after 20 years tried to distance myself from them. They make me out to be the bad one and my sister sides with...
04-29-2007 18:14 visited 2648 times. Compelling Rating 97.50 (rated 8 times) Sincerity Rating 91.54 (rated 13 times)

Liar - Last summer, I helped with an intervention for one of my best friends. She was anorexic and really needed help, and she's doing fine now. She talks about it to me sometimes, what it was like to have a...
02-01-2008 22:05 visited 1882 times. Compelling Rating 97.27 (rated 11 times) Sincerity Rating 85.45 (rated 11 times)

at peace? - I had a good time last night. Last night I laughed and danced and kiss good night a man who wasn't you. I didn't think of you constantly. Last night I felt like I was finally free of missi...
10-13-2007 02:44 visited 1949 times. Compelling Rating 97.14 (rated 7 times) Sincerity Rating 97.14 (rated 7 times)

Again and Again - I'm so sick of being raped again and again, ever since I was 9, it never stopped. And now I'm having sex with the one person I thought would never use me that way. I say yes because it's better to say...
10-27-2007 12:51 visited 1704 times. Compelling Rating 96.67 (rated 6 times) Sincerity Rating 80.00 (rated 5 times)

Im Not A Lesbian - I am currently in a lesbian relationship and have been for 12 years. I am secretly seeing 2 other men. I don't think I'm a lesbian but it's all i've known. I want out of my relationship. I want to...
11-05-2007 15:25 visited 1506 times. Compelling Rating 96.67 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 85.00 (rated 4 times)

how could you? - i loved you. you had me convinced that you were the only one for me. you had everything you could ever need with me. i di everything for you! stuff your PARENTS wouldn't do for you. i saw you as a god...
02-02-2008 18:37 visited 1337 times. Compelling Rating 96.67 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 93.33 (rated 3 times)

is it cheating? - when i started seeing someone new, i was still seeing my ex. everytime i would try to break up with him (my ex) he would beat me until i said i would never leave him. i told the new guy i was a ...
03-28-2008 04:46 visited 1736 times. Compelling Rating 96.67 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 90.00 (rated 4 times)

cries_cause_your_to_skinny - This i didnt know...you called me crying...you but the phone down...you started pucking agian...i heard a strange noise...you never picked up the phone agian for me...i know its my fault because you c...
01-25-2008 21:38 visited 2758 times. Compelling Rating 96.67 (rated 12 times) Sincerity Rating 98.18 (rated 11 times)

Forbidden - I finally found love. To bad he's married to someone else. How is it possible that love and shame have merged into one emotion. I live for the stolen moments we have. The hours of conversation highlig...
06-08-2007 16:55 visited 1415 times. Compelling Rating 96.25 (rated 8 times) Sincerity Rating 96.00 (rated 10 times)

My Mother didnt believe me - I was raped by my mothers first husband over and over again from ages 6 to 10. He ruined my life and my mother didn't believe me when I told her. My mother betrayed me the day she didn't believe and r...
02-26-2007 10:15 visited 2091 times. Compelling Rating 96.19 (rated 21 times) Sincerity Rating 96.82 (rated 22 times)

I killed her - Im sorry for letting you go when you were drunk. Im even more sorry for lying to the police and saying that I hadnt seen you that night. Becuase if I had they may have found the car earlier and saved ...
10-29-2007 08:59 visited 2808 times. Compelling Rating 96.15 (rated 13 times) Sincerity Rating 80.00 (rated 8 times)

Dads promise - My farther has asked me not to attend his funeral. Not as a sign of affection to me so I wouldn't have to feel the pain of it but because he doesn't want my brothers and sisters to see me or to know t...
06-20-2007 19:12 visited 2138 times. Compelling Rating 96.00 (rated 25 times) Sincerity Rating 95.45 (rated 22 times)

Cheater - I know you cheat. So i make sure all your condoms have holes in them. Maybe one day it will catch up with you and i can tell everyone how their precious preacher son is an adulterer. ...
10-28-2007 16:08 visited 1343 times. Compelling Rating 96.00 (rated 5 times) Sincerity Rating 96.67 (rated 3 times)

everone thinks that i lied about the abuse - My stepfather abused me as a child and I told my aunt and she said I lied. 40yrs later it still hurts that no one believed me.Why didnt my mother protect me ?????...
12-26-2007 15:09 visited 1342 times. Compelling Rating 96.00 (rated 5 times) Sincerity Rating 97.50 (rated 4 times)

I cant tell her - My mom remarried when I was 11. I really liked my step-dad. I thought he was a really good guy and I connected with him. Until one day when we were home alone, he sexually harassed me. I was about 11 ...
02-07-2008 21:15 visited 1565 times. Compelling Rating 96.00 (rated 5 times) Sincerity Rating 86.00 (rated 5 times)

I don't know myself anymore - Throughout my life I have prided myself in knowing that I am a loyal to my husband. Never cheated.Not once. Recently however, exposed myself to another man. I think about cheating. What it would be li...
03-25-2007 16:45 visited 1480 times. Compelling Rating 95.00 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 92.86 (rated 7 times)

Complicated - I think I'm falling out of love with my boyfriend of 4 years. At the same time, I'm finding myself increasingly attracted to the best platonic guy friend I've ever had. Who also has a serious relation...
05-15-2007 16:41 visited 1219 times. Compelling Rating 95.00 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 95.00 (rated 4 times)

Fake Figure - I've told everyone, including my bestfriends, a completely different life from the one I've led. I've told people I spent time in jail, I've told people I have different diseases/compultions, anything...
08-02-2007 07:56 visited 688 times. Compelling Rating 95.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 93.33 (rated 3 times)

the truth. - You told me before I left on vacation that you wanted to be with me but while I was away you slept with lots of girls. You dont know I know about them or that they were my friends. Thats the real reas...
09-03-2007 20:56 visited 1578 times. Compelling Rating 95.00 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 87.50 (rated 4 times)

parents-criminals? - I'm 19 and just found out my parents are criminals. Both are wanted for tax evasion in a state we moved away from 7 years ago. I'm about to lose everything, my parents, my siblings, my car..everything...
10-10-2007 18:16 visited 1445 times. Compelling Rating 95.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 96.00 (rated 5 times)

Choices - I have three options... 1) Tell my pastor dad I'm gay and have my entire family reject me forever 2) Live a lie my whole life and want it all to end 3) Or end the little that I have now....
10-20-2007 21:35 visited 1463 times. Compelling Rating 95.00 (rated 6 times) Sincerity Rating 98.75 (rated 8 times)

Suicide relief - After the week in which he killed himself was over, I remembered I still hadn't gotten him a birthday present. ...And I was relieved I didn't have to look for one. ...
10-30-2007 06:15 visited 1852 times. Compelling Rating 95.00 (rated 8 times) Sincerity Rating 77.14 (rated 7 times)

His Life - I have been dating my boyfriend for 5 years now. 2 years ago we had a mutual friend commit suicide. But what my boyfriend doesnt know is that I was the last girl that our mutual friend had sex with. I...
12-27-2007 20:15 visited 1612 times. Compelling Rating 95.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 95.00 (rated 4 times)

Unfaithful - I'm engaged but i'm still in love with my ex who's married and i know he's still in love with me...
02-03-2008 17:18 visited 1324 times. Compelling Rating 95.00 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 73.33 (rated 3 times)

My girls - This is hard to tell anyone, which is why it's a relief to be able to spill it all out here. I've cheated on my past girlfriend and my current girlfriend with my ex. She's an amazing beautiful girl...
02-05-2008 03:38 visited 1535 times. Compelling Rating 95.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 50.00 (rated 2 times)

first love - We dated when we were younger. we broke up. years went by. Now he has a new girlfriend. He cheats on her with me. it's our secret, we promised to keep/repeat it forever. I hate myself for l...
03-16-2008 21:27 visited 1130 times. Compelling Rating 95.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 98.00 (rated 5 times)

dilemma - My husband raped me 11 days after I gave birth to our son. I have stayed & tried to forgive him, but its not really working. He caused internal damage I still have to deal with - including surgery in ...
11-01-2007 21:06 visited 2142 times. Compelling Rating 94.55 (rated 11 times) Sincerity Rating 95.71 (rated 14 times)

Rape's Torment - I just wanted to meet somebody... Somebody to fall in love with... I had met him on the internet... So... I went to meet him... Everything went well for the first few days... He got me into coke....
04-25-2007 20:39 visited 3313 times. Compelling Rating 94.17 (rated 12 times) Sincerity Rating 82.00 (rated 10 times)

I know what youre up to - Youre a cheat, you are constantly online looking for more people to cheat with. I downloaded a program that emails me your every key stroke, web site visited and how long you were there. I know every...
09-20-2007 13:04 visited 2186 times. Compelling Rating 94.00 (rated 5 times) Sincerity Rating 97.50 (rated 4 times)

why - why did you start with me? Why did you continue with me even after you said you weren't in love with me? We both knew you were married from the start but you knew how I felt about you. You knew I love...
02-20-2008 22:01 visited 2613 times. Compelling Rating 94.00 (rated 10 times) Sincerity Rating 97.78 (rated 9 times)

If I apologised - ...it wouldn't make it all unhappen, it wouldn't mean I was forgiven...I don't suppose you'd even notice, if I apologised. For what it's worth, I am sorry. No one should be cheated on the way I chea...
03-11-2008 17:41 visited 1335 times. Compelling Rating 94.00 (rated 10 times) Sincerity Rating 81.82 (rated 11 times)

A way out - He left us two years ago for a homewrecking tramp...I still can't let go, so I sleep with him almost every weekend...Don't know if I do it to spite her or because I still love him. I think it's more ...
03-28-2008 10:37 visited 1359 times. Compelling Rating 94.00 (rated 5 times) Sincerity Rating 97.50 (rated 4 times)

I just said it to keep you - I was so afraid of losing him when I heard he was spending time with her I lost my mind. I told him I had a miscarriage... I could have won an emmy, tears and all. Now 10 years later, every time he te...
03-29-2008 12:35 visited 1164 times. Compelling Rating 94.00 (rated 5 times) Sincerity Rating 82.50 (rated 4 times)

Shame - I had an affair with my best friend's wife after she seduced me. He never found out. But our friendship drifted apart. Now when I run into him, I feel the shame of the affair....
06-01-2007 13:39 visited 1680 times. Compelling Rating 93.33 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 40.00 (rated 3 times)

unloved... - I was molested by my step grandfather, but my grandmother chose him over me....
06-06-2007 06:10 visited 1264 times. Compelling Rating 93.33 (rated 6 times) Sincerity Rating 97.50 (rated 8 times)

Bestfriends? - She's my bestfriend, but I feel like she uses me. She only calls when she wants something. She treats me like in an idiot. She gives me no repect. I love her, but somethings gotta change. And the wors...
08-14-2007 23:48 visited 1484 times. Compelling Rating 93.33 (rated 6 times) Sincerity Rating 97.50 (rated 4 times)

pregnancy - laura zolia is having my baby.~colin...
02-08-2008 02:30 visited 1264 times. Compelling Rating 93.33 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 50.00 (rated 4 times)

Murder - My mother murdered my little sister Lili. She was twelve and had lung cancer and could have lived. I found the records, YOU KNOW SHE COULD HAVE. you just weren't willing to go through another fight li...
03-10-2008 22:28 visited 3198 times. Compelling Rating 93.16 (rated 19 times) Sincerity Rating 60.00 (rated 12 times)

him - He hurt me when I was a little girl and now he has one of his own that I can't protect. I want to save her from him, but I don't know how. He has moved away, but I know what he can do; how can I let t...
03-28-2008 22:37 visited 2405 times. Compelling Rating 93.13 (rated 16 times) Sincerity Rating 97.50 (rated 20 times)

Because I can - I'm cheating on you because I want someone who knows that I'm not broken because I like pain. I'm cheating on you because you're a lousy lover, selfish, and you treat me like shit. I'm cheating ...
12-11-2007 15:26 visited 1905 times. Compelling Rating 93.08 (rated 13 times) Sincerity Rating 96.67 (rated 9 times)

Cheated - I had sex with your boyfriend/finance. Not only that but we dated for 2 and a half months. Thats why he broke off the engagement that time, because he was in love with me. He didn't tell you because h...
04-08-2007 00:35 visited 1714 times. Compelling Rating 92.86 (rated 7 times) Sincerity Rating 50.00 (rated 2 times)

Crap - I Cheated on my boyfriend. Recently we've had a rough relationship and i needed to feel loved. I didnt know how else to get it. I feel horrible, and i realize how much of a mistake ive made. He doesnt...
06-20-2007 12:44 visited 1613 times. Compelling Rating 92.50 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 90.00 (rated 7 times)

Thought he loved me.. - I fell in love with a boy who doesn't love me back and i gave up my virginity to him. Now he thinks I'm a slut and go around having sex with everyone. He's the only one for me and I wouldn't be happy ...
09-16-2007 15:29 visited 1453 times. Compelling Rating 92.50 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 94.00 (rated 5 times)

he swore - he swore on his mom- who's in another country locked in jail. one he's never met, yet he loves and it kills him not being with- that he wouldnt cheat on me. i knew then he was being honest n it kills ...
09-23-2007 06:07 visited 1614 times. Compelling Rating 92.50 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 92.50 (rated 4 times)

Im sorry Emily - When you were dating your nasty boyfriend , I went after your first love. He meant nothing to me, and honestly wasn't that good in bed. I did it to spite you because your dad had pursued me sexually. ...
10-23-2007 15:24 visited 972 times. Compelling Rating 92.50 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 57.50 (rated 4 times)

Daddy - Daddy please stop. I pray every night that God would save me. He hasn't yet. . .so please stop. If you really love me, please, please, please, just leave me alone. Love, ME....
02-03-2008 03:12 visited 1462 times. Compelling Rating 92.50 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 63.33 (rated 3 times)

His Best Friend - We built a house, have two kids and a dog but...For months his Best Friend talked about "hitting it up", after a huge fight, we did. I left him to ease my conscience, pretending I don't love him...He...
08-27-2007 13:25 visited 1510 times. Compelling Rating 92.00 (rated 5 times) Sincerity Rating 75.00 (rated 2 times)

dont leave - im not telling my mom i know about my dads affair because im scared that if she leaves she won't take me with her....
08-09-2007 21:08 visited 1924 times. Compelling Rating 91.54 (rated 13 times) Sincerity Rating 98.57 (rated 14 times)

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