Most Compelling Betrayal

why - why did you start with me? Why did you continue with me even after you said you weren't in love with me? We both knew you were married from the start but you knew how I felt about you. You knew I love...
02-20-2008 22:01 visited 825 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 4 times)

right vs wrong - I have feelings for another man and I am talking to my husband about having another baby. Do I honor my feelings or do what I know is right so no one gets hurt and keep my mouth shut? Why is what I ...
03-12-2008 22:21 visited 1780 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times)

I told him I was loyal - I can't stop sleeping with guys. He's so far away, and they are right here and they touch me. I am so sick. I love him, but I need this. I need them. One night or a Lifetime....
03-14-2008 13:10 visited 779 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times) Sincerity Rating 75.00 (rated 4 times)

Selfish - I had sex with a married man even though I knew he was married....
03-15-2008 22:15 visited 1298 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times)

regret - I gave you my virginity, knowing full well that I was still in love with your best friend. ...
03-24-2008 09:44 visited 664 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times)

Suicide relief - After the week in which he killed himself was over, I remembered I still hadn't gotten him a birthday present. ...And I was relieved I didn't have to look for one. ...
10-30-2007 06:15 visited 1211 times. Compelling Rating 98.33 (rated 6 times) Sincerity Rating 92.00 (rated 5 times)

Sold the past Im sorry - To prevent your future I sold my great grandmother's antique medallion To pay for your abortion Because I'm only 15 & can't survive with that anymore I'm sorry...
01-17-2008 15:55 visited 1356 times. Compelling Rating 98.33 (rated 6 times) Sincerity Rating 98.33 (rated 6 times)

Murder - My mother murdered my little sister Lili. She was twelve and had lung cancer and could have lived. I found the records, YOU KNOW SHE COULD HAVE. you just weren't willing to go through another fight li...
03-10-2008 22:28 visited 2265 times. Compelling Rating 98.13 (rated 16 times) Sincerity Rating 65.45 (rated 11 times)

Rape's Torment - I just wanted to meet somebody... Somebody to fall in love with... I had met him on the internet... So... I went to meet him... Everything went well for the first few days... He got me into coke....
04-25-2007 20:39 visited 2206 times. Compelling Rating 98.00 (rated 5 times) Sincerity Rating 90.00 (rated 4 times)

at peace? - I had a good time last night. Last night I laughed and danced and kiss good night a man who wasn't you. I didn't think of you constantly. Last night I felt like I was finally free of missi...
10-13-2007 02:44 visited 1044 times. Compelling Rating 97.50 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 95.00 (rated 4 times)

Choices - I have three options... 1) Tell my pastor dad I'm gay and have my entire family reject me forever 2) Live a lie my whole life and want it all to end 3) Or end the little that I have now....
10-20-2007 21:35 visited 962 times. Compelling Rating 97.50 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 98.00 (rated 5 times)

still hate you - I caught you on the phone with her. It really surprises me you were stupid enough to let her call the house. I probably wouldn't hate you for it as much if you didn't blame it on me after i told mom a...
01-18-2008 00:27 visited 916 times. Compelling Rating 97.50 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 97.50 (rated 4 times)

Biggest Kept Secret - I cute myself and i love it... i starve myself and go on coke bienges... I lie alot... I hate myself... God hates me... I get beat by boyfriends...brothers... and my father... I was raped by my...
03-13-2008 20:58 visited 715 times. Compelling Rating 97.50 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 40.00 (rated 2 times)

Lost Love - I loved you long ago and still do. You were the spice that made life worth living and the passion that kept the nights warm. I married someone else but I still love you. After all these years I still ...
03-31-2008 00:16 visited 750 times. Compelling Rating 97.50 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 96.00 (rated 5 times)

I killed her - Im sorry for letting you go when you were drunk. Im even more sorry for lying to the police and saying that I hadnt seen you that night. Becuase if I had they may have found the car earlier and saved ...
10-29-2007 08:59 visited 1750 times. Compelling Rating 97.14 (rated 7 times) Sincerity Rating 75.00 (rated 2 times)

molestation - I hate my mother. She stayed with my father after he molested me and now I have finally after 20 years tried to distance myself from them. They make me out to be the bad one and my sister sides with...
04-29-2007 18:14 visited 2052 times. Compelling Rating 96.67 (rated 6 times) Sincerity Rating 99.00 (rated 10 times)

ive done it again - ive cheated again..with the same married man.. and on the man that i love more than anything. how do you explain having no willpower but still loving him everyday more and more? ...
05-16-2007 07:22 visited 1205 times. Compelling Rating 96.67 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 83.33 (rated 6 times)

Cheater - I have an STD. He was playing me & I'm the one that has to pay for it. I'll live with this disease for the rest of my life....
09-02-2007 17:23 visited 1493 times. Compelling Rating 96.67 (rated 6 times) Sincerity Rating 95.00 (rated 6 times)

Im Not A Lesbian - I am currently in a lesbian relationship and have been for 12 years. I am secretly seeing 2 other men. I don't think I'm a lesbian but it's all i've known. I want out of my relationship. I want to...
11-05-2007 15:25 visited 1117 times. Compelling Rating 96.67 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 85.00 (rated 4 times)

Liar - Last summer, I helped with an intervention for one of my best friends. She was anorexic and really needed help, and she's doing fine now. She talks about it to me sometimes, what it was like to have a...
02-01-2008 22:05 visited 1129 times. Compelling Rating 96.67 (rated 6 times) Sincerity Rating 96.00 (rated 5 times)

how could you? - i loved you. you had me convinced that you were the only one for me. you had everything you could ever need with me. i di everything for you! stuff your PARENTS wouldn't do for you. i saw you as a god...
02-02-2008 18:37 visited 995 times. Compelling Rating 96.67 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 93.33 (rated 3 times)

Daddy - Daddy please stop. I pray every night that God would save me. He hasn't yet. . .so please stop. If you really love me, please, please, please, just leave me alone. Love, ME....
02-03-2008 03:12 visited 1038 times. Compelling Rating 96.67 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 63.33 (rated 3 times)

cries_cause_your_to_skinny - This i didnt know...you called me crying...you but the phone down...you started pucking agian...i heard a strange noise...you never picked up the phone agian for me...i know its my fault because you c...
01-25-2008 21:38 visited 2179 times. Compelling Rating 96.36 (rated 11 times) Sincerity Rating 98.89 (rated 9 times)

everone thinks that i lied about the abuse - My stepfather abused me as a child and I told my aunt and she said I lied. 40yrs later it still hurts that no one believed me.Why didnt my mother protect me ?????...
12-26-2007 15:09 visited 985 times. Compelling Rating 96.00 (rated 5 times) Sincerity Rating 97.50 (rated 4 times)

Forbidden - I finally found love. To bad he's married to someone else. How is it possible that love and shame have merged into one emotion. I live for the stolen moments we have. The hours of conversation highlig...
06-08-2007 16:55 visited 1074 times. Compelling Rating 95.71 (rated 7 times) Sincerity Rating 96.00 (rated 10 times)

Complicated - I think I'm falling out of love with my boyfriend of 4 years. At the same time, I'm finding myself increasingly attracted to the best platonic guy friend I've ever had. Who also has a serious relation...
05-15-2007 16:41 visited 948 times. Compelling Rating 95.00 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 95.00 (rated 4 times)

Dads promise - My farther has asked me not to attend his funeral. Not as a sign of affection to me so I wouldn't have to feel the pain of it but because he doesn't want my brothers and sisters to see me or to know t...
06-20-2007 19:12 visited 1558 times. Compelling Rating 95.00 (rated 20 times) Sincerity Rating 94.12 (rated 17 times)

the truth. - You told me before I left on vacation that you wanted to be with me but while I was away you slept with lots of girls. You dont know I know about them or that they were my friends. Thats the real reas...
09-03-2007 20:56 visited 1251 times. Compelling Rating 95.00 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 87.50 (rated 4 times)

parents-criminals? - I'm 19 and just found out my parents are criminals. Both are wanted for tax evasion in a state we moved away from 7 years ago. I'm about to lose everything, my parents, my siblings, my car..everything...
10-10-2007 18:16 visited 1107 times. Compelling Rating 95.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 96.00 (rated 5 times)

Again and Again - I'm so sick of being raped again and again, ever since I was 9, it never stopped. And now I'm having sex with the one person I thought would never use me that way. I say yes because it's better to say...
10-27-2007 12:51 visited 1211 times. Compelling Rating 95.00 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 75.00 (rated 4 times)

Cheater - I know you cheat. So i make sure all your condoms have holes in them. Maybe one day it will catch up with you and i can tell everyone how their precious preacher son is an adulterer. ...
10-28-2007 16:08 visited 853 times. Compelling Rating 95.00 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 96.67 (rated 3 times)

His Life - I have been dating my boyfriend for 5 years now. 2 years ago we had a mutual friend commit suicide. But what my boyfriend doesnt know is that I was the last girl that our mutual friend had sex with. I...
12-27-2007 20:15 visited 1105 times. Compelling Rating 95.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 95.00 (rated 4 times)

double cheating - one night when i was drunk i hooked up with two guys in a row, first with my best friend's boyfriend (who was completely sober) of three years and an hour later with this guy that one of my friends li...
01-16-2008 18:57 visited 1692 times. Compelling Rating 95.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 85.00 (rated 4 times)

Unfaithful - I'm engaged but i'm still in love with my ex who's married and i know he's still in love with me...
02-03-2008 17:18 visited 993 times. Compelling Rating 95.00 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 73.33 (rated 3 times)

My girls - This is hard to tell anyone, which is why it's a relief to be able to spill it all out here. I've cheated on my past girlfriend and my current girlfriend with my ex. She's an amazing beautiful girl...
02-05-2008 03:38 visited 1073 times. Compelling Rating 95.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 50.00 (rated 2 times)

I cant tell her - My mom remarried when I was 11. I really liked my step-dad. I thought he was a really good guy and I connected with him. Until one day when we were home alone, he sexually harassed me. I was about 11 ...
02-07-2008 21:15 visited 1116 times. Compelling Rating 95.00 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 82.50 (rated 4 times)

Sex - I want to have sex with my best friend. my spouse has no idea. ...
03-09-2008 23:34 visited 1642 times. Compelling Rating 95.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 87.50 (rated 4 times)

Tease - im so sorry. you dont know it yet but im leading you on. i dont want you in that way, in that way you want me. in that way you think you have me. you have no idea how bad i feel. i want to feel the wa...
03-19-2008 10:33 visited 565 times. Compelling Rating 95.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times)

It was worth the drive - I've been married for 3 yrs. In March of this year I started chatting online and met this guy. We were having fun chitchatting and I told him that I was married. I started talking to him late at night...
11-04-2007 06:59 visited 2406 times. Compelling Rating 94.23 (rated 26 times) Sincerity Rating 99.60 (rated 25 times)

I know what youre up to - Youre a cheat, you are constantly online looking for more people to cheat with. I downloaded a program that emails me your every key stroke, web site visited and how long you were there. I know every...
09-20-2007 13:04 visited 1719 times. Compelling Rating 94.00 (rated 5 times) Sincerity Rating 97.50 (rated 4 times)

A way out - He left us two years ago for a homewrecking tramp...I still can't let go, so I sleep with him almost every weekend...Don't know if I do it to spite her or because I still love him. I think it's more ...
03-28-2008 10:37 visited 924 times. Compelling Rating 94.00 (rated 5 times) Sincerity Rating 97.50 (rated 4 times)

I just said it to keep you - I was so afraid of losing him when I heard he was spending time with her I lost my mind. I told him I had a miscarriage... I could have won an emmy, tears and all. Now 10 years later, every time he te...
03-29-2008 12:35 visited 695 times. Compelling Rating 94.00 (rated 5 times) Sincerity Rating 82.50 (rated 4 times)

If I apologised - ...it wouldn't make it all unhappen, it wouldn't mean I was forgiven...I don't suppose you'd even notice, if I apologised. For what it's worth, I am sorry. No one should be cheated on the way I chea...
03-11-2008 17:41 visited 998 times. Compelling Rating 93.75 (rated 8 times) Sincerity Rating 88.75 (rated 8 times)

I don't know myself anymore - Throughout my life I have prided myself in knowing that I am a loyal to my husband. Never cheated.Not once. Recently however, exposed myself to another man. I think about cheating. What it would be li...
03-25-2007 16:45 visited 1193 times. Compelling Rating 93.33 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 91.67 (rated 6 times)

Shame - I had an affair with my best friend's wife after she seduced me. He never found out. But our friendship drifted apart. Now when I run into him, I feel the shame of the affair....
06-01-2007 13:39 visited 1321 times. Compelling Rating 93.33 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 40.00 (rated 3 times)

unloved... - I was molested by my step grandfather, but my grandmother chose him over me....
06-06-2007 06:10 visited 910 times. Compelling Rating 93.33 (rated 6 times) Sincerity Rating 97.50 (rated 8 times)

Bestfriends? - She's my bestfriend, but I feel like she uses me. She only calls when she wants something. She treats me like in an idiot. She gives me no repect. I love her, but somethings gotta change. And the wors...
08-14-2007 23:48 visited 1050 times. Compelling Rating 93.33 (rated 6 times) Sincerity Rating 97.50 (rated 4 times)

dilemma - My husband raped me 11 days after I gave birth to our son. I have stayed & tried to forgive him, but its not really working. He caused internal damage I still have to deal with - including surgery in ...
11-01-2007 21:06 visited 1611 times. Compelling Rating 93.33 (rated 9 times) Sincerity Rating 99.09 (rated 11 times)

pregnancy - laura zolia is having my baby.~colin...
02-08-2008 02:30 visited 932 times. Compelling Rating 93.33 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 50.00 (rated 4 times)

Im Sorry Halle - I know you loved me unconditionally. And I am sorry I slept with someone else's boyfriend which caused you to get hit by a car. I took what belonged to someone else's heart, and so the one thing in my...
02-11-2008 22:40 visited 973 times. Compelling Rating 93.33 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 4 times)

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