Most Compelling Embarrassed

Loser - I hate how I am. I constantly bring myself down with self pity. I could have had lots of friends but I always push them away. I'm so shy and submissive. I let everyone step all over me. I don't know w...
02-01-2008 17:42 visited 750 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 86.67 (rated 3 times)

Hiding from the world - When I go to the university, I always feel a way of anxity overcoming me at the hall. I then go straight up to the toilet and lock myself in because I feel it is the only room in the whole unversity w...
02-14-2008 12:54 visited 772 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 3 times)

ugh - i have acne all over my back and im going to the beach with him over spring break its going to be so embarrsing to have him staring at my back its disgusting ...
03-04-2008 17:18 visited 483 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

Hairy? - I'm a female & really insecure about my body hair. I know most girls have hair on there stomaches & butts & backs, but i feel so nasty. I'm always afraid someone will make fun of me for it....
03-09-2008 23:18 visited 837 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 3 times)

erase - is there something that can erase all your memories.. or do i need to resort to killing myself....
03-13-2008 16:41 visited 276 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times)

opp - My girl friends (i am a girl as well) and i get drunk and "accidentally" make out with each other problem is i am never really drunk just pretend to be so that it doesn't seem so wrong. i am gay but ...
03-14-2008 13:28 visited 790 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times) Sincerity Rating 90.00 (rated 3 times)

I give up - I tried to find an Eating Disorders Anonymous livejournal... but I wasn't satisfied. So I went to a pro anorexia one. This is a bad sign. ...
03-18-2008 15:08 visited 236 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

lesbian - I'm pretty sure I'm in love with my best friend,, whose a girl. and i don't think she'll ever love me back....
03-29-2008 21:49 visited 513 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

Attention - i do stupid things to get attention... like fake an accident or an injury... the police have been involved once or twice and I feel really bad about it afterwards, but at the same time, the attention ...
04-05-2008 21:23 visited 981 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 96.67 (rated 3 times)

Raped - My moms friend named [moderated] had an 18 year old son named [moderated]. He was a fat pig that molested and raped me when i was 9 years old. I did not tell my mom because when I was 7 her boyfriend ...
08-28-2007 18:48 visited 1992 times. Compelling Rating 98.75 (rated 8 times) Sincerity Rating 94.00 (rated 10 times)

i should have known - Three years ago, my mother, a once empowered woman, became consumed with depression and the disease of addiction. She would stay out longer and longer, and gradually stopped coming home at all. She sp...
02-04-2008 16:56 visited 999 times. Compelling Rating 98.75 (rated 8 times) Sincerity Rating 86.67 (rated 6 times)

Need - All the people I relied on for a shoulder to cry on and tell everything are now dead and now people come to me for a shoulder to cry on and tell me all of there problems and I cant tell them how I nee...
08-25-2007 03:56 visited 1763 times. Compelling Rating 98.57 (rated 7 times) Sincerity Rating 95.00 (rated 10 times)

Bulimia - I have bulimia and throw up everyday. I have no purpose in life and feel like there's no point in anything i do. I'm ashamed. alone, dissapointed, and hate myself more than ever. I feel i don't deserv...
04-14-2007 14:23 visited 4435 times. Compelling Rating 98.57 (rated 21 times) Sincerity Rating 98.97 (rated 29 times)

Teachers - I think the feelings I have for and the relationships I have with my teachers probably aren't normal or entirely healthy. I think because of the way my parents brought me up I just look to my teacher...
10-02-2007 00:30 visited 1272 times. Compelling Rating 98.33 (rated 6 times) Sincerity Rating 93.33 (rated 6 times)

Party - You thought I cheated on you, with your best friend, at that party. The guy you could always count on and the girl you loved. I begged for your forgiveness, told you I'd never cheat on you again. ...
03-28-2008 16:56 visited 700 times. Compelling Rating 98.33 (rated 6 times) Sincerity Rating 96.67 (rated 6 times)

How Could I? - I had a dream that he came here and that he said he loved me even though I told him to leave me alone, and he asked me to do him a favor, just like when I patched him up in my room after he had a figh...
12-03-2007 04:16 visited 1748 times. Compelling Rating 98.10 (rated 21 times) Sincerity Rating 97.08 (rated 24 times)

On The Fence - I'm not sure whether i'm gay or straight. I honestly think i'm both, but i can't stand the thought of being labelled as bisexual. It makes me think of adolescent girls kissing their friends and declar...
06-08-2007 04:58 visited 1263 times. Compelling Rating 98.00 (rated 5 times) Sincerity Rating 98.00 (rated 5 times)

Because of u - Because u lied about my father raping u, i could never explain to my family that somebody else had really raped me through fear of breaking their hearts all over again....
01-27-2008 10:59 visited 729 times. Compelling Rating 98.00 (rated 5 times) Sincerity Rating 97.14 (rated 7 times)

Too Far From Home - My parents have spoiled me with lifes opportunities; they have always encouraged me and left all my possibilities wide open. I cant disappoint them. I follow the books and never step out of line. Wh...
09-10-2007 05:28 visited 1755 times. Compelling Rating 97.78 (rated 9 times) Sincerity Rating 95.00 (rated 10 times)

Lonely - I want to be in a relationship so bad, yet I crave my personal time with vigor. I hate being lonely, yet look at it with fondness. I long for the day I can hold somebody close and love them, yet am gr...
03-23-2008 22:33 visited 622 times. Compelling Rating 97.78 (rated 9 times) Sincerity Rating 98.18 (rated 11 times)

Giant Loser Yep that is me - I am consistently lying and ruining all good things that happen to me. I screw up jobs and relationships. I hate myself. I've attempted suicide and probably will again since I am always feeling lik...
10-01-2007 05:06 visited 781 times. Compelling Rating 97.50 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 97.50 (rated 4 times)

When I was a boy - I would go to the restroom in my school and wait for this one boy and we would take off our clothes and make out, i was five. That same year, my couzin and i would go to the back of his house and he...
10-31-2007 01:26 visited 2246 times. Compelling Rating 97.50 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 76.67 (rated 6 times)

My toxic family - I am a better person when I have no contact with my family. There have been whole spans of time where I had no contact with my family and my life was great. I was right on track then i had my daughter...
01-25-2008 15:05 visited 543 times. Compelling Rating 97.50 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 97.50 (rated 4 times)

Im a weak soldier - Ive been in the Army for 3 years. My leaders tend to think Im a strong soldier. But Im f____ing weak. I am so nervous, insecure and depressed I sometimes feel like Im gonna cry for no reason at all...
03-08-2008 15:02 visited 542 times. Compelling Rating 97.50 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times)

anal - I want to tell you that I like anal sex alot but scarred you might think Im gross for wanting it so bad....
09-01-2007 02:33 visited 1330 times. Compelling Rating 97.14 (rated 7 times) Sincerity Rating 95.56 (rated 9 times)

I am a pre-teen and I watch porn - I am a pre-teen and almost every day i get on my computer.. and watch porn videos while masturbating. Is it normal ??? I feel so guilty doing it. No one has ever caught me, but i am afraid that someon...
02-19-2008 00:33 visited 1738 times. Compelling Rating 97.14 (rated 7 times) Sincerity Rating 98.57 (rated 7 times)

Nerd - I am 19 now, and have never had a girlfriend. I've never kissed a girl. I've never been to first base. Hell, I haven't even arrived to the ball park. I'm scared that I will never find someone, and...
09-03-2007 01:12 visited 1419 times. Compelling Rating 96.67 (rated 9 times) Sincerity Rating 97.69 (rated 13 times)

Lonely - My boyfriend is in jail for a non-violent crime. I promised him that I would not tell anyone, and since he works freelance, it is easy for him to hide this "vacation" from his coworkers. We are both p...
11-25-2007 17:41 visited 555 times. Compelling Rating 96.67 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 97.50 (rated 4 times)

lonely - iv been sleeping with a man for a year, he dosn't love me, wont commit to a relationship and i think he sleeps with other girls. i know i should stop but i have no other friends. No one knows im depre...
12-31-2007 07:35 visited 956 times. Compelling Rating 96.67 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 95.00 (rated 2 times)

I am a liar - No one knows who I really am. Not even the people I love most....
01-01-2008 13:22 visited 632 times. Compelling Rating 96.67 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 98.00 (rated 5 times)

always on my mind - i think about his shoes, his hair, the way his jeans fit perfectly. i think about how he says hes making me a mix and how he says he likes my pictures. i think about him in class, when i should be t...
10-02-2007 17:07 visited 2014 times. Compelling Rating 96.55 (rated 29 times) Sincerity Rating 96.67 (rated 30 times)

close 2 god - I miss feeling close to God ...
06-27-2007 02:31 visited 687 times. Compelling Rating 96.00 (rated 10 times) Sincerity Rating 99.00 (rated 10 times)

flowers - i got flowers for my birthday today... and cried because they weren't from you....
08-18-2007 16:23 visited 513 times. Compelling Rating 96.00 (rated 5 times) Sincerity Rating 94.00 (rated 5 times)

numb - this week, i don't feel like crying. i don't think it would be impossible to stay here, to mold myself to this life instead of molding my life until it fits me. but when i called him, he sighed quiet....
10-15-2007 05:27 visited 1732 times. Compelling Rating 96.00 (rated 5 times) Sincerity Rating 98.57 (rated 7 times)

empty - I am 17. I have kissed 7 people. I have had sex with 2. I have had never been in a relationship. My bestfriend doesn't talk to me anymore. The first person that I've actually had feelings for...I've t...
01-17-2008 22:29 visited 990 times. Compelling Rating 96.00 (rated 5 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

Im sry - My brother raped me and now I'm pregnant....For all those who I haven't told....I'm sry.......
09-26-2007 16:30 visited 1639 times. Compelling Rating 95.56 (rated 9 times) Sincerity Rating 74.00 (rated 5 times)

how bad am i - I have slept with 6-7 guys in the space of 8 months baring in mind eight months ago i was a virgin. how bad am i? s___?...
01-16-2007 13:52 visited 2020 times. Compelling Rating 95.00 (rated 6 times) Sincerity Rating 56.67 (rated 3 times)

Broken - Two years ago i caught herpes from my wife, because she had cheated on me and brought it home. We are no longer together, but i remain alone, because i can't stand the thought of someone i love lookin...
12-28-2007 13:32 visited 1015 times. Compelling Rating 95.00 (rated 6 times) Sincerity Rating 99.09 (rated 11 times)

M O M. Mean Obscene Monster - My mother abused me sexually, physically, emotionally, & psychologically for the first 19 years of my life, my heart & soul are breaking, I've had therapy, am going for more therapy tomorrow, thank Go...
03-05-2008 21:39 visited 1179 times. Compelling Rating 94.74 (rated 19 times) Sincerity Rating 89.00 (rated 20 times)

Stupid Girl with Autism - I would rather have someone think I'm heartless or bipolar because I`m ashamed of having autism.People always pity me when they find out, I would rather be hated than pitied....
11-03-2007 03:27 visited 662 times. Compelling Rating 94.29 (rated 7 times) Sincerity Rating 94.29 (rated 7 times)

I Am My Bestfriends Online Boyfriend - My best friend was really down on herself so I created this online guy that she had a lot in common with. Strangely she didn't suspect anything. I made up this whole backstory and when she wanted to m...
04-04-2008 20:15 visited 1715 times. Compelling Rating 94.29 (rated 14 times) Sincerity Rating 83.64 (rated 11 times)

twincest - Ok i know its sounds weird but, I'm a guy and i have an twin (whos 10 minutes older) and i think i'm in love with him!...
07-26-2007 12:50 visited 1213 times. Compelling Rating 93.33 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 45.00 (rated 2 times)

Addict - I know i have a drug problem but im too afraid to fix it.. the drugs are my excuse for being a failure.. if i get clean and achieve nothing then what ?...
09-03-2007 17:22 visited 317 times. Compelling Rating 93.33 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 93.33 (rated 3 times)

Fat - I feel so fat. I wanna lose weight quick but I don't know how. I'm constantly hungry. It makes me wanna die....
09-13-2007 17:13 visited 1189 times. Compelling Rating 93.33 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 92.50 (rated 4 times)

liar - i think im everything i hate. i have really bad commitment issues. im adopted my real mom was a drug and alcohol addict and my dad..who knows. i was adopted at birth, i got molested by my cousin beat ...
09-27-2007 16:16 visited 627 times. Compelling Rating 93.33 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 95.00 (rated 4 times)

Blusher - I hate the way I blush at the most stupid or simplest of things. Even people talking to me makes me blush. I can't help it. And each time I do I just want to curl up in a ball and die. I can see peopl...
10-31-2007 00:04 visited 896 times. Compelling Rating 93.33 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 98.00 (rated 5 times)

FELLATIO GIVER - i let my girlfriend role play with me and force me into sucking off another guy while she watched. it was embarrassing but she really enjoyed watching me perform. i swallowed....
12-30-2007 01:12 visited 313 times. Compelling Rating 93.33 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 90.00 (rated 2 times)

unconcious and touched - i know what you did brent you felt me up when i was passed out on your floor i could feel your hand on my crotch and i know i can't prove it i can't trust you anymore even though i have...
01-25-2008 04:51 visited 1763 times. Compelling Rating 93.33 (rated 15 times) Sincerity Rating 85.29 (rated 17 times)

DAMN YOU GOD - I was always a sweet girl. They said I always made them proud. It all started when we found out my dad was addicted to cocaine. HE WENT NUTS. I dropped out of college to help my mom. I haven't be...
03-12-2008 20:31 visited 834 times. Compelling Rating 93.00 (rated 10 times) Sincerity Rating 96.25 (rated 8 times)

I heart Punk - I would LOVE to be the drummer of a punk rock band. But Im a afriad to go for it because Im a black girl. ...
03-16-2008 11:48 visited 591 times. Compelling Rating 92.86 (rated 7 times) Sincerity Rating 97.14 (rated 14 times)

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