Most Compelling Embarrassed

Im a weak soldier - Ive been in the Army for 3 years. My leaders tend to think Im a strong soldier. But Im f____ing weak. I am so nervous, insecure and depressed I sometimes feel like Im gonna cry for no reason at all...
03-08-2008 15:02 visited 1157 times. Compelling Rating 98.75 (rated 8 times) Sincerity Rating 88.89 (rated 9 times)

Bulimia - I have bulimia and throw up everyday. I have no purpose in life and feel like there's no point in anything i do. I'm ashamed. alone, dissapointed, and hate myself more than ever. I feel i don't deserv...
04-14-2007 14:23 visited 4937 times. Compelling Rating 98.64 (rated 22 times) Sincerity Rating 99.00 (rated 30 times)

Need - All the people I relied on for a shoulder to cry on and tell everything are now dead and now people come to me for a shoulder to cry on and tell me all of there problems and I cant tell them how I nee...
08-25-2007 03:56 visited 2230 times. Compelling Rating 98.57 (rated 7 times) Sincerity Rating 95.00 (rated 10 times)

Teachers - I think the feelings I have for and the relationships I have with my teachers probably aren't normal or entirely healthy. I think because of the way my parents brought me up I just look to my teacher...
10-02-2007 00:30 visited 1767 times. Compelling Rating 98.57 (rated 7 times) Sincerity Rating 94.29 (rated 7 times)

On The Fence - I'm not sure whether i'm gay or straight. I honestly think i'm both, but i can't stand the thought of being labelled as bisexual. It makes me think of adolescent girls kissing their friends and declar...
06-08-2007 04:58 visited 1646 times. Compelling Rating 98.33 (rated 6 times) Sincerity Rating 98.33 (rated 6 times)

Because of u - Because u lied about my father raping u, i could never explain to my family that somebody else had really raped me through fear of breaking their hearts all over again....
01-27-2008 10:59 visited 1089 times. Compelling Rating 98.33 (rated 6 times) Sincerity Rating 97.78 (rated 9 times)

Party - You thought I cheated on you, with your best friend, at that party. The guy you could always count on and the girl you loved. I begged for your forgiveness, told you I'd never cheat on you again. ...
03-28-2008 16:56 visited 1550 times. Compelling Rating 98.24 (rated 17 times) Sincerity Rating 94.71 (rated 17 times)

How Could I? - I had a dream that he came here and that he said he loved me even though I told him to leave me alone, and he asked me to do him a favor, just like when I patched him up in my room after he had a figh...
12-03-2007 04:16 visited 2054 times. Compelling Rating 98.10 (rated 21 times) Sincerity Rating 97.08 (rated 24 times)

Hiding from the world - When I go to the university, I always feel a way of anxity overcoming me at the hall. I then go straight up to the toilet and lock myself in because I feel it is the only room in the whole unversity w...
02-14-2008 12:54 visited 1090 times. Compelling Rating 98.00 (rated 5 times) Sincerity Rating 97.50 (rated 4 times)

Too Far From Home - My parents have spoiled me with lifes opportunities; they have always encouraged me and left all my possibilities wide open. I cant disappoint them. I follow the books and never step out of line. Wh...
09-10-2007 05:28 visited 1993 times. Compelling Rating 97.78 (rated 9 times) Sincerity Rating 95.00 (rated 10 times)

I am a pre-teen and I watch porn - I am a pre-teen and almost every day i get on my computer.. and watch porn videos while masturbating. Is it normal ??? I feel so guilty doing it. No one has ever caught me, but i am afraid that someon...
02-19-2008 00:33 visited 2513 times. Compelling Rating 97.78 (rated 9 times) Sincerity Rating 86.25 (rated 8 times)

anal - I want to tell you that I like anal sex alot but scarred you might think Im gross for wanting it so bad....
09-01-2007 02:33 visited 1600 times. Compelling Rating 97.50 (rated 8 times) Sincerity Rating 95.56 (rated 9 times)

When I was a boy - I would go to the restroom in my school and wait for this one boy and we would take off our clothes and make out, i was five. That same year, my couzin and i would go to the back of his house and he...
10-31-2007 01:26 visited 2682 times. Compelling Rating 97.50 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 76.67 (rated 6 times)

Lonely - My boyfriend is in jail for a non-violent crime. I promised him that I would not tell anyone, and since he works freelance, it is easy for him to hide this "vacation" from his coworkers. We are both p...
11-25-2007 17:41 visited 871 times. Compelling Rating 97.50 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 98.00 (rated 5 times)

My toxic family - I am a better person when I have no contact with my family. There have been whole spans of time where I had no contact with my family and my life was great. I was right on track then i had my daughter...
01-25-2008 15:05 visited 821 times. Compelling Rating 97.50 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 97.50 (rated 4 times)

i should have known - Three years ago, my mother, a once empowered woman, became consumed with depression and the disease of addiction. She would stay out longer and longer, and gradually stopped coming home at all. She sp...
02-04-2008 16:56 visited 1361 times. Compelling Rating 97.00 (rated 10 times) Sincerity Rating 88.57 (rated 7 times)

Lonely - I want to be in a relationship so bad, yet I crave my personal time with vigor. I hate being lonely, yet look at it with fondness. I long for the day I can hold somebody close and love them, yet am gr...
03-23-2008 22:33 visited 973 times. Compelling Rating 97.00 (rated 10 times) Sincerity Rating 98.18 (rated 11 times)

Nerd - I am 19 now, and have never had a girlfriend. I've never kissed a girl. I've never been to first base. Hell, I haven't even arrived to the ball park. I'm scared that I will never find someone, and...
09-03-2007 01:12 visited 1780 times. Compelling Rating 96.67 (rated 9 times) Sincerity Rating 97.69 (rated 13 times)

lonely - iv been sleeping with a man for a year, he dosn't love me, wont commit to a relationship and i think he sleeps with other girls. i know i should stop but i have no other friends. No one knows im depre...
12-31-2007 07:35 visited 1128 times. Compelling Rating 96.67 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 95.00 (rated 2 times)

I am a liar - No one knows who I really am. Not even the people I love most....
01-01-2008 13:22 visited 882 times. Compelling Rating 96.67 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 98.00 (rated 5 times)

on the edge - i think that i am depress. and or that i have (ADHD) which is attention deficit hyperactivity disorader. I dont know who to go too or what i should do? i tell my mom that i might be depress but all sh...
01-09-2008 11:20 visited 1193 times. Compelling Rating 96.67 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 98.57 (rated 7 times)

Loser - I hate how I am. I constantly bring myself down with self pity. I could have had lots of friends but I always push them away. I'm so shy and submissive. I let everyone step all over me. I don't know w...
02-01-2008 17:42 visited 1012 times. Compelling Rating 96.67 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 86.67 (rated 3 times)

always on my mind - i think about his shoes, his hair, the way his jeans fit perfectly. i think about how he says hes making me a mix and how he says he likes my pictures. i think about him in class, when i should be t...
10-02-2007 17:07 visited 2195 times. Compelling Rating 96.55 (rated 29 times) Sincerity Rating 96.67 (rated 30 times)

close 2 god - I miss feeling close to God ...
06-27-2007 02:31 visited 880 times. Compelling Rating 96.00 (rated 10 times) Sincerity Rating 99.00 (rated 10 times)

flowers - i got flowers for my birthday today... and cried because they weren't from you....
08-18-2007 16:23 visited 663 times. Compelling Rating 96.00 (rated 5 times) Sincerity Rating 94.00 (rated 5 times)

numb - this week, i don't feel like crying. i don't think it would be impossible to stay here, to mold myself to this life instead of molding my life until it fits me. but when i called him, he sighed quiet....
10-15-2007 05:27 visited 2017 times. Compelling Rating 96.00 (rated 5 times) Sincerity Rating 98.57 (rated 7 times)

how bad am i - I have slept with 6-7 guys in the space of 8 months baring in mind eight months ago i was a virgin. how bad am i? s___?...
01-16-2007 13:52 visited 2227 times. Compelling Rating 95.00 (rated 6 times) Sincerity Rating 56.67 (rated 3 times)

twincest - Ok i know its sounds weird but, I'm a guy and i have an twin (whos 10 minutes older) and i think i'm in love with him!...
07-26-2007 12:50 visited 1582 times. Compelling Rating 95.00 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 63.33 (rated 3 times)

Broken - Two years ago i caught herpes from my wife, because she had cheated on me and brought it home. We are no longer together, but i remain alone, because i can't stand the thought of someone i love lookin...
12-28-2007 13:32 visited 1381 times. Compelling Rating 95.00 (rated 6 times) Sincerity Rating 99.09 (rated 11 times)

empty - I am 17. I have kissed 7 people. I have had sex with 2. I have had never been in a relationship. My bestfriend doesn't talk to me anymore. The first person that I've actually had feelings for...I've t...
01-17-2008 22:29 visited 1393 times. Compelling Rating 95.00 (rated 8 times) Sincerity Rating 96.00 (rated 5 times)

Poor Lil Bastard - She finally agreed to marry you so that our baby won't be born a bastard. That's right, she's actually 4 weeks pregnant and will convince you it's a honeymoon baby. It's bad for me too because my wife...
02-07-2008 17:21 visited 1716 times. Compelling Rating 95.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times)

erase - is there something that can erase all your memories.. or do i need to resort to killing myself....
03-13-2008 16:41 visited 703 times. Compelling Rating 95.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 97.50 (rated 4 times)

pack rat - I hate living in my room because its such a mess, but i'm at a point were i dont really know how to clean it anymore and its begining to affect my mental health. I can't wait until I move out of my...
03-29-2008 18:46 visited 692 times. Compelling Rating 95.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times)

M O M. Mean Obscene Monster - My mother abused me sexually, physically, emotionally, & psychologically for the first 19 years of my life, my heart & soul are breaking, I've had therapy, am going for more therapy tomorrow, thank Go...
03-05-2008 21:39 visited 1495 times. Compelling Rating 94.74 (rated 19 times) Sincerity Rating 89.00 (rated 20 times)

Stupid Girl with Autism - I would rather have someone think I'm heartless or bipolar because I`m ashamed of having autism.People always pity me when they find out, I would rather be hated than pitied....
11-03-2007 03:27 visited 931 times. Compelling Rating 94.29 (rated 7 times) Sincerity Rating 94.29 (rated 7 times)

DAMN YOU GOD - I was always a sweet girl. They said I always made them proud. It all started when we found out my dad was addicted to cocaine. HE WENT NUTS. I dropped out of college to help my mom. I haven't be...
03-12-2008 20:31 visited 1190 times. Compelling Rating 94.17 (rated 12 times) Sincerity Rating 96.67 (rated 9 times)

Giant Loser Yep that is me - I am consistently lying and ruining all good things that happen to me. I screw up jobs and relationships. I hate myself. I've attempted suicide and probably will again since I am always feeling lik...
10-01-2007 05:06 visited 961 times. Compelling Rating 94.00 (rated 5 times) Sincerity Rating 96.00 (rated 5 times)

I heart Punk - I would LOVE to be the drummer of a punk rock band. But Im a afriad to go for it because Im a black girl. ...
03-16-2008 11:48 visited 958 times. Compelling Rating 93.75 (rated 8 times) Sincerity Rating 97.33 (rated 15 times)

Addict - I know i have a drug problem but im too afraid to fix it.. the drugs are my excuse for being a failure.. if i get clean and achieve nothing then what ?...
09-03-2007 17:22 visited 485 times. Compelling Rating 93.33 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 93.33 (rated 3 times)

Fat - I feel so fat. I wanna lose weight quick but I don't know how. I'm constantly hungry. It makes me wanna die....
09-13-2007 17:13 visited 1468 times. Compelling Rating 93.33 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 92.50 (rated 4 times)

liar - i think im everything i hate. i have really bad commitment issues. im adopted my real mom was a drug and alcohol addict and my dad..who knows. i was adopted at birth, i got molested by my cousin beat ...
09-27-2007 16:16 visited 891 times. Compelling Rating 93.33 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 95.00 (rated 4 times)

Blusher - I hate the way I blush at the most stupid or simplest of things. Even people talking to me makes me blush. I can't help it. And each time I do I just want to curl up in a ball and die. I can see peopl...
10-31-2007 00:04 visited 1113 times. Compelling Rating 93.33 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 98.00 (rated 5 times)

FELLATIO GIVER - i let my girlfriend role play with me and force me into sucking off another guy while she watched. it was embarrassing but she really enjoyed watching me perform. i swallowed....
12-30-2007 01:12 visited 682 times. Compelling Rating 93.33 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 90.00 (rated 2 times)

unconcious and touched - i know what you did brent you felt me up when i was passed out on your floor i could feel your hand on my crotch and i know i can't prove it i can't trust you anymore even though i have...
01-25-2008 04:51 visited 2091 times. Compelling Rating 93.33 (rated 15 times) Sincerity Rating 85.29 (rated 17 times)

opp - My girl friends (i am a girl as well) and i get drunk and "accidentally" make out with each other problem is i am never really drunk just pretend to be so that it doesn't seem so wrong. i am gay but ...
03-14-2008 13:28 visited 1482 times. Compelling Rating 93.33 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 90.00 (rated 5 times)

Raped - My moms friend named [moderated] had an 18 year old son named [moderated]. He was a fat pig that molested and raped me when i was 9 years old. I did not tell my mom because when I was 7 her boyfriend ...
08-28-2007 18:48 visited 3006 times. Compelling Rating 92.67 (rated 15 times) Sincerity Rating 96.00 (rated 15 times)

sister rape - When I was younger my sister used to force me to masterbait in front of her. Sometimes she'd do it to me too....
06-29-2007 02:07 visited 1522 times. Compelling Rating 92.50 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 85.00 (rated 2 times)

Am I Broken - I'm 18 and I've never been kissed. You have no idea how ugly that makes me feel....
03-17-2007 16:43 visited 1027 times. Compelling Rating 92.00 (rated 5 times) Sincerity Rating 86.67 (rated 9 times)

sissy - I am a guy who loves dressing like a slutty girl and finding guys on the internet to have sex with....
12-21-2007 16:02 visited 1067 times. Compelling Rating 92.00 (rated 5 times) Sincerity Rating 85.71 (rated 7 times)

bed wetting - I still wet the bed. I am seventeen years old girl with a 4.0 - tall blond and have lots of friends but none of them know. I'm on the swim team too. If anyone found out I would kill myself. I am afrai...
02-15-2008 00:21 visited 979 times. Compelling Rating 92.00 (rated 5 times) Sincerity Rating 98.33 (rated 6 times)

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