Most Sincere Embarrassed

on the edge - i think that i am depress. and or that i have (ADHD) which is attention deficit hyperactivity disorader. I dont know who to go too or what i should do? i tell my mom that i might be depress but all sh...
01-09-2008 11:20 visited 685 times. Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times)

Not eating or drinking? - i don't know whether i am more anorexic or more of an alcoholic. everyone knows that i have a history of not eating. everyone knows that i drink. not everyone, maybe no one knows how little i eat a...
01-14-2008 15:57 visited 1069 times. Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

Sloppy writing - I have the worst handwriting in the entire world. I can barely read it. I know my teachers can't read it. It's so embarrasing so I make sure I never end up with a job where I have to write something....
01-16-2008 10:58 visited 795 times. Compelling Rating 77.50 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 3 times)

More Than Friends? - Out of my group of my closest friend I have two that really stand out. One is a very fun and outgoing person and she is really fun to be with. The other friend is more of a girly-girl and always looks...
01-16-2008 20:21 visited 794 times. Compelling Rating 90.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times)

masturbate - I saw my sister masturbating. ...
01-21-2008 20:03 visited 1375 times. Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times)

Beaten Down - My son comes to console me after my husband beats me, I pretend nothings wrong, he pretends not to know. How pathetic am I?...
01-24-2008 21:43 visited 485 times. Compelling Rating 73.33 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

Anorexia-Bulimia - For a while now I have wanted to be thinner, be prettier. And I've tried "dieting." If you can call it that. I have tried to stop eating so much... Watching calories.. and none of it worked. After...
01-29-2008 00:47 visited 553 times. Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

Lazy Eye - I try so hard. I say nice things all the time, I compliment people, I try really really hard. I think it's because of my lazy eye. It makes people uncomfortable. God I hate it...
02-06-2008 14:03 visited 489 times. Compelling Rating 80.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

Poor Lil Bastard - She finally agreed to marry you so that our baby won't be born a bastard. That's right, she's actually 4 weeks pregnant and will convince you it's a honeymoon baby. It's bad for me too because my wife...
02-07-2008 17:21 visited 985 times. Compelling Rating 90.00 (rated 1 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

Everything I wanted to say - I wrote down almost all of my secrets, and everything I wanted to tell my friends but I threw it away before I showed anyone. I was too embarrassed to show them, though I secretly wanted them to as...
02-11-2008 01:30 visited 635 times. Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

bed wetting - I still wet the bed. I am seventeen years old girl with a 4.0 - tall blond and have lots of friends but none of them know. I'm on the swim team too. If anyone found out I would kill myself. I am afrai...
02-15-2008 00:21 visited 726 times. Compelling Rating 92.00 (rated 5 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 4 times)

ugh - i have acne all over my back and im going to the beach with him over spring break its going to be so embarrsing to have him staring at my back its disgusting ...
03-04-2008 17:18 visited 675 times. Compelling Rating 50.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

Grose Habits - I Feel sick about this, and wish i could stop, but i have been picking, and eating my nose for sense i was young, I'm 21 years old now, and still cant stop. ...
03-05-2008 18:10 visited 465 times. Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

Im a weak soldier - Ive been in the Army for 3 years. My leaders tend to think Im a strong soldier. But Im f____ing weak. I am so nervous, insecure and depressed I sometimes feel like Im gonna cry for no reason at all...
03-08-2008 15:02 visited 608 times. Compelling Rating 97.50 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times)

I - i pick my nose....
03-11-2008 13:57 visited 722 times. Compelling Rating 66.67 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times)

Age Difference - Me and my boyfriend are three years apart. I'm still in school, but i get criticized and made fun of because of our age difference. He's nineteen. I love him so much, and he loves me as well, he w...
03-19-2008 20:35 visited 406 times. Compelling Rating 85.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 3 times)

Jesse - I keep thinking about my ex boyfriend... I don't understand this at all, I don't really think i have romantic feelings for him anymore,in fact its the exact opposite, he broke my heart and i'm pissed....
03-28-2008 01:34 visited 424 times. Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

pack rat - I hate living in my room because its such a mess, but i'm at a point were i dont really know how to clean it anymore and its begining to affect my mental health. I can't wait until I move out of my...
03-29-2008 18:46 visited 443 times. Compelling Rating 95.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times)

thumbsucker - I am a 15 year old girl.. and I still suck my thumb. I just kinda never stopped. it relaxes me when i'm stressed out. I'm sure that a lot of people know about it, but i just pretend they don't. And wh...
02-09-2008 21:53 visited 1801 times. Compelling Rating 82.67 (rated 15 times) Sincerity Rating 99.50 (rated 20 times)

Online friend - My online friend is my only friend in the world and she doesn't realize how important she is to me. I feel like if I told her I would only embarass myself....
12-25-2006 15:57 visited 1526 times. Compelling Rating 87.14 (rated 7 times) Sincerity Rating 99.29 (rated 14 times)

Hairy? - I'm a female & really insecure about my body hair. I know most girls have hair on there stomaches & butts & backs, but i feel so nasty. I'm always afraid someone will make fun of me for it....
03-09-2008 23:18 visited 1304 times. Compelling Rating 81.25 (rated 8 times) Sincerity Rating 99.29 (rated 14 times)

I hate websites like - Facebook and Myspace. Seeing profiles of my friends give me every reason to believe that their lives are a lot better than mine because of the groups they join and the number of friends they have and ...
02-27-2008 23:45 visited 941 times. Compelling Rating 92.00 (rated 10 times) Sincerity Rating 99.23 (rated 13 times)

ah nuts - when i was in grade school, from grade 2 and up, i was picked on by everyone, i hated school, i cried almost every morning before school for a year. halfway through grade 11, everyone just stopped. do...
11-06-2007 14:56 visited 2284 times. Compelling Rating 87.65 (rated 17 times) Sincerity Rating 99.13 (rated 23 times)

Broken - Two years ago i caught herpes from my wife, because she had cheated on me and brought it home. We are no longer together, but i remain alone, because i can't stand the thought of someone i love lookin...
12-28-2007 13:32 visited 1126 times. Compelling Rating 95.00 (rated 6 times) Sincerity Rating 99.09 (rated 11 times)

close 2 god - I miss feeling close to God ...
06-27-2007 02:31 visited 735 times. Compelling Rating 96.00 (rated 10 times) Sincerity Rating 99.00 (rated 10 times)

Shame - I love a boy who's 18, and I'm 21. I want to give him everything I have--which still includes my virginity. But I'm humiliated to think that it might change his opinion of me that I'm this old and s...
11-30-2007 03:21 visited 2022 times. Compelling Rating 70.00 (rated 7 times) Sincerity Rating 99.00 (rated 10 times)

Bulimia - I have bulimia and throw up everyday. I have no purpose in life and feel like there's no point in anything i do. I'm ashamed. alone, dissapointed, and hate myself more than ever. I feel i don't deserv...
04-14-2007 14:23 visited 4510 times. Compelling Rating 98.57 (rated 21 times) Sincerity Rating 98.97 (rated 29 times)

Diaper Fetish - Recently, I have realized that the thought of wearing diapers turns me on. I don't know why. I don't know whats wrong with me. I know I am sick. It's not like I am attracted to little kids or anythin...
03-16-2007 16:52 visited 1767 times. Compelling Rating 82.00 (rated 5 times) Sincerity Rating 98.89 (rated 9 times)

numb - this week, i don't feel like crying. i don't think it would be impossible to stay here, to mold myself to this life instead of molding my life until it fits me. but when i called him, he sighed quiet....
10-15-2007 05:27 visited 1804 times. Compelling Rating 96.00 (rated 5 times) Sincerity Rating 98.57 (rated 7 times)

I am a pre-teen and I watch porn - I am a pre-teen and almost every day i get on my computer.. and watch porn videos while masturbating. Is it normal ??? I feel so guilty doing it. No one has ever caught me, but i am afraid that someon...
02-19-2008 00:33 visited 1985 times. Compelling Rating 97.14 (rated 7 times) Sincerity Rating 98.57 (rated 7 times)

jealous - i'm prettier, smarter, and i have him now... but i am still so jealous of her. i can't get over the obsession i have with a girl who means nothing to him now. ...
04-04-2007 20:39 visited 783 times. Compelling Rating 65.00 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 98.33 (rated 6 times)

Straight and narrow - At 12yr I lost my virginity to my 14yr friend who was my neighbor. I we f_____ for 3yrs without ever saying what we felt. just physical. He told me that sex with as man was wrong. So we stopped at 1...
06-20-2007 19:41 visited 2825 times. Compelling Rating 78.33 (rated 6 times) Sincerity Rating 98.33 (rated 6 times)

Guilty - I cut myself. I have small bouts of depression. But I have no reason to, no problems in my life...it's just there....
01-02-2008 18:50 visited 1614 times. Compelling Rating 90.00 (rated 11 times) Sincerity Rating 98.24 (rated 17 times)

Lonely - I want to be in a relationship so bad, yet I crave my personal time with vigor. I hate being lonely, yet look at it with fondness. I long for the day I can hold somebody close and love them, yet am gr...
03-23-2008 22:33 visited 732 times. Compelling Rating 97.78 (rated 9 times) Sincerity Rating 98.18 (rated 11 times)

On The Fence - I'm not sure whether i'm gay or straight. I honestly think i'm both, but i can't stand the thought of being labelled as bisexual. It makes me think of adolescent girls kissing their friends and declar...
06-08-2007 04:58 visited 1353 times. Compelling Rating 98.00 (rated 5 times) Sincerity Rating 98.00 (rated 5 times)

Blusher - I hate the way I blush at the most stupid or simplest of things. Even people talking to me makes me blush. I can't help it. And each time I do I just want to curl up in a ball and die. I can see peopl...
10-31-2007 00:04 visited 968 times. Compelling Rating 93.33 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 98.00 (rated 5 times)

I am a liar - No one knows who I really am. Not even the people I love most....
01-01-2008 13:22 visited 700 times. Compelling Rating 96.67 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 98.00 (rated 5 times)

I am an addict - I have been addicted to meth for about 7 years. I am only 23 years old. It is the devil and I hate myself for wanting it, needing it, not being able to be normal without it. I hate who I have become a...
01-01-2008 17:50 visited 722 times. Compelling Rating 85.00 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 98.00 (rated 5 times)

Nerd - I am 19 now, and have never had a girlfriend. I've never kissed a girl. I've never been to first base. Hell, I haven't even arrived to the ball park. I'm scared that I will never find someone, and...
09-03-2007 01:12 visited 1516 times. Compelling Rating 96.67 (rated 9 times) Sincerity Rating 97.69 (rated 13 times)

hair - I don't have a shallow boyfriend and I know he will love me either way. BUT I have hair in certain places women shouldn't have hair. I hate it. And he doesn't know yet, it kinda frightens me more....
09-17-2007 05:16 visited 2524 times. Compelling Rating 86.00 (rated 5 times) Sincerity Rating 97.50 (rated 8 times)

Wonderment - I am addicted to pain pills. I have no desire to change this, but i know one day i will have a child. And i dont want to be that mom that was high all of the time....
10-19-2007 21:43 visited 1197 times. Compelling Rating 65.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 97.50 (rated 4 times)

Weed - Everyone in my family thinks we're all golden, my mom seems and looks like a normal mother, however she smokes weed. We have lost our phone, mortgage is always late, gas is shut off from time to time,...
11-11-2007 09:34 visited 589 times. Compelling Rating 77.50 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 97.50 (rated 4 times)

Teddys - I used to talk to my teddy bears all day because i had no friends, and i liked them better than people...
11-12-2007 23:12 visited 1631 times. Compelling Rating 81.67 (rated 12 times) Sincerity Rating 97.50 (rated 12 times)

Lonely - My boyfriend is in jail for a non-violent crime. I promised him that I would not tell anyone, and since he works freelance, it is easy for him to hide this "vacation" from his coworkers. We are both p...
11-25-2007 17:41 visited 651 times. Compelling Rating 96.67 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 97.50 (rated 4 times)

My toxic family - I am a better person when I have no contact with my family. There have been whole spans of time where I had no contact with my family and my life was great. I was right on track then i had my daughter...
01-25-2008 15:05 visited 622 times. Compelling Rating 97.50 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 97.50 (rated 4 times)

Because of u - Because u lied about my father raping u, i could never explain to my family that somebody else had really raped me through fear of breaking their hearts all over again....
01-27-2008 10:59 visited 834 times. Compelling Rating 98.33 (rated 6 times) Sincerity Rating 97.50 (rated 8 times)

Hiding from the world - When I go to the university, I always feel a way of anxity overcoming me at the hall. I then go straight up to the toilet and lock myself in because I feel it is the only room in the whole unversity w...
02-14-2008 12:54 visited 910 times. Compelling Rating 98.00 (rated 5 times) Sincerity Rating 97.50 (rated 4 times)

erase - is there something that can erase all your memories.. or do i need to resort to killing myself....
03-13-2008 16:41 visited 464 times. Compelling Rating 95.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 97.50 (rated 4 times)

I heart Punk - I would LOVE to be the drummer of a punk rock band. But Im a afriad to go for it because Im a black girl. ...
03-16-2008 11:48 visited 710 times. Compelling Rating 93.75 (rated 8 times) Sincerity Rating 97.33 (rated 15 times)

gayboyfriend - i think my boyfriend (of 2 years) is gay. i really do. he has a friend that lives with him and they joke around about it all the time. when i first met him i swear the sexual orientation on his myspac...
11-28-2007 17:53 visited 3335 times. Compelling Rating 65.56 (rated 9 times) Sincerity Rating 97.14 (rated 7 times)

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