Most Compelling Didn't Want To Know - But I Do

still waiting - i know you lied to me the night you told me you were single again. i pretended to believe you to see how long it'll take you to tell me the truth. ...it's been 2 months & i'm still waiting......
01-28-2008 14:13 visited 2866 times. Compelling Rating 97.50 (rated 8 times) Sincerity Rating 95.00 (rated 8 times)

Almost Aborted - I knew my mother had a few abortions in her life but I had no idea I was meant to be one of them. Thanks for being too cheap to fork over the $200 dad....
02-03-2008 23:45 visited 3941 times. Compelling Rating 96.76 (rated 34 times) Sincerity Rating 94.40 (rated 25 times)

cutter - one of my best friends cuts herself. she doesnt know that i know. i also know that she has tried to kill herself a few times before. I get scared when she doesnt show up at school in the mornings....
01-11-2008 08:28 visited 1634 times. Compelling Rating 96.67 (rated 6 times) Sincerity Rating 95.00 (rated 12 times)

let me save you. - I love her. To absolute death. She is being sexually abused by her dad. She told me, and I want to help her, to tell someone. Knowing that she's being hurt drives me insane. I feel helpless. B...
06-01-2007 18:03 visited 3093 times. Compelling Rating 96.67 (rated 21 times) Sincerity Rating 97.08 (rated 24 times)

Like I Care - I want him to stay, but I want him to leave.I want him to miss me when he's gone, but I don't want to notice that he's not right down the row. I want to be sad that he's going only on the day that he ...
11-23-2007 01:23 visited 2640 times. Compelling Rating 95.71 (rated 7 times) Sincerity Rating 97.00 (rated 10 times)

My dad Didnt Want me - i asked my father if i could move back in with him.I thought it was a mistake to move with my mother....So when i visited his house and came home 30 minutes late......He used that as an excuse and tol...
10-21-2007 02:25 visited 2218 times. Compelling Rating 95.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 95.00 (rated 4 times)

You bastard - My dad is an alcoholic. Recently I overheard him telling my mother that the reason he drinks is me. I am an A student. I have never been a rebellious or disobedient teenager. F___ you, you bastard...
11-18-2007 19:23 visited 4062 times. Compelling Rating 94.76 (rated 21 times) Sincerity Rating 98.21 (rated 28 times)

justice - my step sister was my best friend. two years ago she sued my step father for sexualy abusing her when she was four. she won, he lost everything. his wife, his job, his family, his freedom. serve's...
12-10-2007 01:10 visited 1597 times. Compelling Rating 94.29 (rated 7 times) Sincerity Rating 85.00 (rated 8 times)

i am dying inside - My wife had asked for a divorce about three months ago.I had my thoughts that it was because of someone else but never definitely knew, we still live together because I refuse to leave my kids totally...
12-27-2007 04:33 visited 2960 times. Compelling Rating 94.29 (rated 28 times) Sincerity Rating 94.55 (rated 22 times)

NO ONE KNOWS BUT ME & IT SUCKS - I am the only one in a department of about 15 people that know about an affair between two of them. One is married with two children and the second child was being born when the affair begain. I wor...
04-05-2007 20:25 visited 2016 times. Compelling Rating 94.00 (rated 5 times) Sincerity Rating 93.33 (rated 3 times)

Murderer - My parents are divorced. The night they got separated I was laying on the couch in the living room, reading the fourth Harry Potter book to my little brother. It was the first task and in the other r...
05-26-2007 22:27 visited 5532 times. Compelling Rating 93.33 (rated 30 times) Sincerity Rating 90.77 (rated 26 times)

husband is in love - i am watching my husband fall in love with another woman. i dont think he even knows it yet, but i can tell. it hurts but there is nothing i can do....
10-27-2007 01:00 visited 3709 times. Compelling Rating 92.92 (rated 24 times) Sincerity Rating 98.67 (rated 30 times)

I reslly wish i didn't knew - I found out that one friend lost her virginity with the shool's priest and now she trats her really bad...no i don't wanna go to church ever again...
09-17-2007 20:28 visited 3841 times. Compelling Rating 92.86 (rated 7 times) Sincerity Rating 96.67 (rated 6 times)

Im so stupid - I wish I never would've installed that secret keylogger on our computer to see what my husband of 11 yrs. is lying to me about. I can't believe some of things he's lied about to total strangers. He's ...
10-12-2007 07:23 visited 3773 times. Compelling Rating 92.86 (rated 7 times) Sincerity Rating 91.43 (rated 7 times)

I found my daughter with the best man - my daughter,23, has been engaged for years. I just found her with 'the best man'. She does not want to talk about it, says it was a one-time thing (I don't believe it) and that it won't happen again...
07-16-2007 14:02 visited 1873 times. Compelling Rating 92.50 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 93.33 (rated 3 times)

Alone - i hook up with a friend whenever we are drunk. he thinks that we just do it because its fun but i really and truly like him and i know he will never like me back....
11-20-2007 19:50 visited 1879 times. Compelling Rating 92.50 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 96.67 (rated 6 times)

child abuse - As a child, I was made to give one of my friends a blowjob by his older brother. My friend was alo made to do stuff to me....
08-17-2007 04:45 visited 2268 times. Compelling Rating 92.00 (rated 5 times) Sincerity Rating 74.00 (rated 5 times)

Aspergers - There is a reason why it's so difficult for you to make (and keep) friends. There is a reason why you feel isolated and depressed and why other kids your age don't 'get' you. You probably think tha...
10-12-2007 23:54 visited 2597 times. Compelling Rating 91.67 (rated 6 times) Sincerity Rating 95.00 (rated 6 times)

Granddaddy - My grandfather might be dying in the hospital and even though I cry about it every day, I haven't called him yet. I know I will regret it for the rest of my life if he dies without knowing how much I...
12-10-2007 04:14 visited 2291 times. Compelling Rating 91.67 (rated 12 times) Sincerity Rating 97.14 (rated 14 times)

You. - I hate you. I've known you longer than anyone in my life. You're my mother, and I hate you. I used to think you loved me and that you could do anything. You're the complete opposite. And you know what...
03-29-2007 18:05 visited 3436 times. Compelling Rating 91.67 (rated 18 times) Sincerity Rating 90.67 (rated 15 times)

The Lies Ive Told - I've cut myself for 6 years. I tell people that I don't do it anymore. The truth is, it's the best feeling I've ever felt....
11-16-2007 20:00 visited 1323 times. Compelling Rating 91.43 (rated 7 times) Sincerity Rating 95.00 (rated 6 times)

Affair - When I was 12, I walked in on my mother having sex with a man who wasn't my Father. She lied and said that her and my dad had decided to have sexual experiences outside of the relationship, because my...
10-31-2007 22:40 visited 4679 times. Compelling Rating 91.43 (rated 21 times) Sincerity Rating 93.48 (rated 23 times)

I'm an Unwanted Child - I knew my childhood was bad and I always said I was unwanted but I never knew how truly unloved I was as a child until my mother admitted this to me as an adult. According to her, no one loved me an...
02-03-2008 23:47 visited 3483 times. Compelling Rating 91.05 (rated 19 times) Sincerity Rating 94.80 (rated 25 times)

Grandma - I always thought it was my grandfather who cheated. I found out it was you. Everything makes sense now... why you hate his wife of the past 30 years why you moved back to the same town for...
02-14-2007 19:31 visited 2403 times. Compelling Rating 90.00 (rated 9 times) Sincerity Rating 90.00 (rated 6 times)

should I tell her - One of my best girlfriends just revealed to me that she's been seeing this guy I know. We're in our first year of university and she's never had a real boyfriend before. I have never seen her so happy...
03-06-2007 14:21 visited 2164 times. Compelling Rating 90.00 (rated 7 times) Sincerity Rating 35.00 (rated 2 times)

I need help - I love him. He is a jerk and I dont want to give my virginity to him but I know it won't be long before I do. I am doing things that aren't like me... i cut class, my grades are dropping, i'm not even...
05-16-2007 19:12 visited 1976 times. Compelling Rating 90.00 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 97.14 (rated 7 times)

Lost - we're one of each others' best friends. so many people remark on our similarities, how perfect we are together.. your constant flirting, our casual glances.. and you're secretly dating.. her? i ...
08-20-2007 15:59 visited 3665 times. Compelling Rating 90.00 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 92.86 (rated 7 times)

my fault - I didn't really know, not really. But when I look back on it, I see how obvious it was that my father was molesting my 2 best friends. And even now, I feel like it's my fault, no matter what anyone sa...
10-02-2007 02:05 visited 1862 times. Compelling Rating 90.00 (rated 8 times) Sincerity Rating 72.50 (rated 8 times)

fakes - i know that my roomates' best friend slept with her boyfriend and that her boyfriend is scum. It makes me sick because whenever she complains about having fake friends when the one she trusts the most...
10-03-2007 18:08 visited 1420 times. Compelling Rating 90.00 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 96.67 (rated 3 times)

Hating Him is Loving Him - Even though I hate him soo much, theres apart of me that still likes him. I wish love was a simple. At my first Freshman dance i asked my friend to ask this boy I like to dance with me. So she ask...
10-05-2007 02:59 visited 708 times. Compelling Rating 90.00 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 90.00 (rated 2 times)

My Wife Dosent Love Me - My wife dosen't love me. She thinks I'm stupid and dosen't know that I know she perfers women. I think she is just staying in this marriage for financial reasons, and to spare my feelings, and hers be...
10-16-2007 04:02 visited 1522 times. Compelling Rating 90.00 (rated 1 times) Sincerity Rating 90.00 (rated 1 times)

Forgive and Forget??? - My boyfriend of four years has a past that i cannot forgive. He was engaged and broke her heart after 7 years by cheating on her and leaving her for another girl. I cannot forgive ad forget because i ...
01-09-2008 13:54 visited 901 times. Compelling Rating 90.00 (rated 1 times)

Fear - I'm afraid to admit that I love my father even though he'd put me through hell all my life and left me, my mother, and at the time 8 year old brother four years ago after a divorce and i havent seen h...
02-05-2008 15:35 visited 1409 times. Compelling Rating 88.89 (rated 9 times) Sincerity Rating 98.75 (rated 8 times)

Wasting time or fulfilling a need - I am in a relationship with a man that I know has no future. Being with him often makes me feel very bad about myself. I find that I do things I don't want to do just to appease him. Often when he is ...
10-02-2007 01:57 visited 1934 times. Compelling Rating 88.57 (rated 7 times) Sincerity Rating 95.00 (rated 4 times)

abused - for about a whole year when i was 6 i was sexually abused by a boy who was 14, ever since then ive been beaten. my ribs have been broken, lots of bruises and black eyes. sometimes i loose track of whi...
02-24-2007 22:35 visited 2658 times. Compelling Rating 88.33 (rated 12 times) Sincerity Rating 95.56 (rated 9 times)

Little Brother - I let my 16 year old brother use my computer. You know how when you search for something, a list of previously searched items comes up? The list that came up contained things like "hunks in underwear"...
11-27-2007 23:42 visited 3118 times. Compelling Rating 88.33 (rated 6 times) Sincerity Rating 87.50 (rated 8 times)

For One More Chance - My brother is dying and I'm not supposed to know. I still treat him the same... the problem is that we weren't talking... so we still aren't. I wish I could change that...
12-24-2007 01:54 visited 2038 times. Compelling Rating 88.33 (rated 6 times) Sincerity Rating 93.75 (rated 8 times)

i had sex with my - im in foster care and i just got put into a great place and the people i live with are the omly ones i will ever call my parents... but the dad started flirting... im 17 and iv always been a pretty s...
03-24-2008 17:45 visited 5224 times. Compelling Rating 88.16 (rated 38 times) Sincerity Rating 92.22 (rated 36 times)

Choices - i have more choices than i thought i did, and now i don't know what to do with them. ...
10-17-2007 07:25 visited 1934 times. Compelling Rating 88.00 (rated 5 times) Sincerity Rating 93.33 (rated 6 times)

hopeless - Most people the worst thing is a broken heart but I know the worst thing is not to feel at all......
01-07-2008 00:12 visited 2445 times. Compelling Rating 87.78 (rated 9 times) Sincerity Rating 97.50 (rated 8 times)

HURT - YOU HURT ME MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW...THE MORE YOU TALK ABOUT THAT TIME IN OUR LIVES THE MORE I FIND OUT AND THE CUT GETS DEEPER....I HAVE A HURT IN MY HEART THAT BOILS MY BLOOD...I DONT KNOW HOW...
10-08-2007 01:22 visited 1131 times. Compelling Rating 87.50 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 95.00 (rated 2 times)

who am I - I used to be a lesbian. But after I met my first boyfriend I told myself that I would never do that again because I was to ashamed with who I really am! NO ONE knows who I truly am! One day I hope to ...
04-05-2008 06:54 visited 2657 times. Compelling Rating 87.50 (rated 4 times) Sincerity Rating 70.00 (rated 6 times)

Mother chose him - My mom threatened to kill me if her boyfriend left her, because it would be my fault. I admit I never liked him, and I told this to her that night. She told me I was wrong. I was lying. Making it u...
10-30-2007 07:17 visited 3038 times. Compelling Rating 87.14 (rated 7 times) Sincerity Rating 98.00 (rated 5 times)

Waiting - This may sound heartless and cruel, but I can't wait until my farther dies, I feel like I can't move on with my life until he does. I will finally be able to reveal myself to my half brothers and sist...
04-05-2008 10:17 visited 3118 times. Compelling Rating 86.32 (rated 19 times) Sincerity Rating 65.33 (rated 15 times)

Scared - I Am In No Way Scared to Die. But I Am So Scared To Live....
11-21-2007 15:00 visited 1044 times. Compelling Rating 85.71 (rated 7 times) Sincerity Rating 83.33 (rated 6 times)

I waited to long - six years i waited to ask you how you felt. And when i finally said something you thought it wasn't meant to be. I secretly knew i was more into you then you were to me but to hear it killed me and i...
02-04-2008 02:26 visited 1023 times. Compelling Rating 85.71 (rated 7 times) Sincerity Rating 86.67 (rated 9 times)

affair - I figured out my dad's password for his email account and went in. i found out that he had hired an escort for one of the nights on his upcoming business trip. i ignored it then even though it tore me...
03-24-2008 20:50 visited 1770 times. Compelling Rating 85.71 (rated 7 times) Sincerity Rating 85.56 (rated 9 times)

3 YEARS - i was raped 3 years ago in my own room at my old house. i twas by my then boyfriend. he held me down and i cried the whole time. he threatened my family so i said nothing. 3 years later i still close ...
02-03-2008 03:31 visited 2483 times. Compelling Rating 85.00 (rated 8 times) Sincerity Rating 92.73 (rated 11 times)

orgasm - I sleep with you because I love you while you sleep with me cause I can give you an orgasm like no one else. You may say you love me but I know the reason why you call and want to see me. I know that ...
06-07-2007 11:25 visited 1984 times. Compelling Rating 84.29 (rated 7 times) Sincerity Rating 95.00 (rated 8 times)

Pedophile - My dad is a pedophile. I found kiddie porn on his computer. I wish my mom would leave him, but she's too busy making excuses for him, and trying to convince me how much he's changed, and still ch...
07-19-2007 15:25 visited 2344 times. Compelling Rating 84.00 (rated 10 times) Sincerity Rating 92.50 (rated 12 times)

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