Newest Disappointed Posts

college experience? - I am jealous of my friends who attend state because they can act like college students and LIVE the college experience. I, on the other hand, will be needing to work full time and attend community cla...
03-30-2008 16:43 visited 290 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times)

Too much - Dear parents, I can't stand your constant quarrelling. Mum, stop crying. Dad, stop being such an ignorant a______....
03-30-2008 06:12 visited 108 times.

Sick - I want to have a sexual relationship with an older man. Im 18....
03-30-2008 01:32 visited 155 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times) Sincerity Rating 80.00 (rated 1 times)

Stop - my brothers raped me...
03-29-2008 13:00 visited 338 times. Compelling Rating 66.67 (rated 6 times) Sincerity Rating 33.33 (rated 3 times)

Go back in time - I want to go back to before I met you. I was content being on my own. Now, I feel like I can never love anyone else if the opportunity arouse and you never even loved me back. The fact is, I know y...
03-29-2008 08:42 visited 177 times. Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

I cant - I can't keep trying my hardest to not be your ex-girlfriend or I am going to lose who I am. I am weaker then you know but since she cried in your arms so much I am afriad to. I am often sorry and I ca...
03-29-2008 00:24 visited 76 times. Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

Geek! - I went out with you because i felt sorry for you, and you were a little bit geeky. I didn't expect real feelings to develop. People told me i could do better because 'i'm a popular girl' and you wer...
03-28-2008 11:58 visited 571 times. Compelling Rating 82.22 (rated 9 times) Sincerity Rating 97.78 (rated 9 times)

Anerexia - i dont think i will EVER be the same and look at food the same and it truly scares me....
03-27-2008 22:35 visited 114 times. Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

fat mom - i can't stand how you treat yourself! you are so overweight and so unhealthy, but all you do is make excuses! please, get off the couch. take the dog for a walk. tidy up the house. work in the fl...
03-27-2008 20:56 visited 125 times. Sincerity Rating 90.00 (rated 1 times)

secretly gay - im a 18 year old girl. my whole life i have dated guys, had sex with them, all that stuff. but i'm GAY and sick of hiding it! ive been with girls too, and that is where i am HAPPIEST. but all my frien...
03-27-2008 17:37 visited 249 times. Compelling Rating 50.00 (rated 1 times) Sincerity Rating 65.00 (rated 2 times)

alcoholism? - I know I have a drinking problem. Everyone thinks I do it to have fun, but in reality I do it so they will think I'm fun. Im also convinced I have social/generalized anxiety disorder. I secretly made ...
03-27-2008 07:44 visited 179 times.

prettier - my best friend accuses me of being prettier than her. i tell her shes crazy but i know its true....
03-26-2008 21:50 visited 105 times.

Beauty - I feel that because I can never be as beautiful as those pretty white girls....
03-26-2008 11:30 visited 91 times.

Lonely - I blame my loneliness on my friends....
03-26-2008 11:28 visited 59 times.

Crying - I've gotten so good at controlling my crying that it scares me...once, I was hyperventilating so that I wouldn't mess up my makeup because I was being picked up in 10 minutes. A few tears rolled out o...
03-26-2008 09:16 visited 111 times.

insomniac - 3:27 am. stayed up late. again....
03-26-2008 02:27 visited 49 times.

semper fi - i am a female in the marines and i hate my job, i was told i would b treated as an equal but im not, i just get harassed on a daily basis, never get to see my loved ones, and find it harder and harder...
03-25-2008 23:59 visited 73 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

Marry a man like your father - I hate my father, and everything about him. He's black and now I blame him for me not being attracted to black men....
03-25-2008 19:01 visited 74 times.

Religion - I can appreciate mom for not shoving religion down my throat as a child, but when I look back at my life I realize I needed hope and I hate her for that....
03-25-2008 18:44 visited 60 times.

Left Behind - I hate my older brother. I hate him for screwing up his life. I hate him for screwing up our family even more. I hate him for leaving. But I hate him the most for leaving me behind....
03-25-2008 18:41 visited 68 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times)

The Idea of Loving Me - I know neither of you love me. I'm only 15, and Dad you only enjoy the idea of loving me. I can tell when you're acting. And Mom, we just never clicked, it's not your fault....
03-25-2008 18:37 visited 76 times.

your shadow - I'm smart, I get good grades, i'm good friend, people come to me for advice, I'm mature, talented, and beautiful but when I'm around you none of it seems to matter; I'm could never compete with you.....
03-25-2008 16:50 visited 74 times.

hope - I sit in my room listening to them argue hoping that they will tell me they're getting a divorce....
03-24-2008 22:31 visited 34 times.

dance - I went to a dance club with one of my friends and her friends. If my parents found out they would not be happy and i probably wouldn't be able to visit anyone out of my hometown. I regret it because i...
03-24-2008 20:15 visited 51 times.

sluts - my sisters are sluts they are both married and sleeping around..one just had a baby and is messing around with one of my friends husbands..the other just really hates her husband for not being handso...
03-24-2008 18:54 visited 77 times.

Love - I believe that you love me, but I also believe that you love yourself more. You don't know anything about sacrifice, and you never will. However, I am prepared to sacrifice you so I can get on with ...
03-23-2008 22:20 visited 119 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

Not what you see - Everyone thinks I am the good girl, the role model, someone to depend on and trust. I want nothing more than to get drunk, high, and have reckless sex with every hot guy I meet. And I know bette...
03-23-2008 18:03 visited 96 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

Distance - we have all the words right. but there seems to be no emotion behind these words anymore. no real feeling. somethings changed and i don't know what. i feel like the only reason that we're togeth...
03-23-2008 15:30 visited 67 times.

Unsacrificed Desire - I really want to just have guy friends...not so easy for me. I'm gay. One especially sticks out. I'm so sure he's straight, I'm always telling myself to give him up. But i never can...I always revert ...
03-23-2008 13:10 visited 114 times.

Perfect Child - Everyone expects so much from me and I don't know what to do. My WHOLE family expects me to be the first grandchild to graduate from high school and go straight to college. They expect me to be perfec...
03-22-2008 22:01 visited 61 times.

I clean - I clean to remember how dirty you made me feel. Everytime I scrub something down, it's like i'm scrubbing you out of my mind. ...
03-22-2008 19:09 visited 40 times.

i wish - i wish my mother could understand how i feel, but she can not im gay and a christian and she told me i was going to hell.how nice she is. ...
03-22-2008 14:25 visited 27 times.

Crazy Cat Lady - Every guy I've ever known has let me down. My first boyfriend was abusive, verbally and once physically. A majority of guys I'm attracted to end up gay, which is the ultimate punch to the stomach. You...
03-22-2008 01:10 visited 44 times.

I always want what i cant have - I think i have a problem with wanting what i can't have. I had a boyfriend and i dumped him for someone else . Then while i was going out with him i started to like my current boyfriend . And now the ...
03-21-2008 14:13 visited 52 times.

Affair - I had sex with my best friend's boy friend and we fell in love. I told him I didn't love him because I didn't want to hurt her then made him continue to date her. Sometimes when he sleeps next to me I...
03-20-2008 22:45 visited 63 times.

dreams - ever since that night that you took my virginity drunk and we havn't been talking, i keep having dreams about you. i dreamt i was wearing your sweaty t-shirt and that you were rubbing my back. then th...
03-20-2008 20:51 visited 63 times.

I hate you dad - I hate you dad for not being a dad, and worst of all I hate myself for not being able to tell you I hate you. I hate you even more for having another kid when you have not talked to me in 3 years. I g...
03-20-2008 18:54 visited 40 times.

cam - If you commited suicide, i would die inside. If you dont like when girls cry you better not commit suicide otherwise you will have A lot of girls crying. Its sad that we will never meet but I know thr...
03-20-2008 17:01 visited 53 times.

Plain Jane - I'm just another one of those misbegotten leaves on a plant that will inevitably make it's suicide plunge to the carpet! ...
03-20-2008 12:43 visited 37 times.

U turned - i feel like im always letting someone down, even tho i dont try. i thought u and i were perfect for eachother. but then u turned into him. i dont know why. why did u turn into him. i miss the old you....
03-20-2008 12:36 visited 38 times.

I want to cheat on him - i don't know why, but i love my boyfriend but i want to cheat on him, i think that maybe just maybe im a rebound,im 18 years old and he's 35. he's getting divorced and well im just along for the ride ...
03-20-2008 12:32 visited 163 times. Compelling Rating 70.00 (rated 1 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times)

Fear of the Obvious - I have always been afraid to become wildly successful in the music business because I knew that I would have become an ego maniac. My music is loved by all that hear it but I still cannot get myself t...
03-20-2008 04:05 visited 46 times.

self harm - I would stop hurting myself for periods of time until my heart got shattered and broken. I was so angry and so hurt and so lonely that I did what I promised myself I would never do. Now I have three s...
03-20-2008 01:27 visited 50 times.

bye - I spent a year thinking of ways to tell you I love you. Now all I think about are way to say 'goodbye.' ...
03-20-2008 00:03 visited 34 times.

life sucks - sorry this is so long... just need to vent it out. may parents never seem to b happy with my grades and everything i do is wrong in some way and my mom told me i was goin to end up on the street and n...
03-19-2008 21:47 visited 45 times.

hateme - I've been wanting to kill myself for over two years. I tried once when nobody was home, but I failed. Luckily, my parents didn't find out or I'd be in an institution. I was and am still really angry a...
03-19-2008 16:45 visited 57 times.

sorry pulto - i don't really like you but i flirt with you. i like you some but you make it to easy for me so i dont like you like a boyfriend or anything more then just a friend... ...
03-19-2008 15:34 visited 45 times.

I let you down - I'm so sorry baby! It hurts me to see you cry. I'm not leaving you because i don't love you. I'm leaving you because I'm secretly a drug addict and I'm to ashamed of myself to tell you. I'm so sorry f...
03-19-2008 10:03 visited 62 times.

Straight wish - I am a bisexual young woman. I have come out to my friends and family and they all accept me. All I want is to be straight. I'm sick of it being a novelty. I only fell in love with one woman. It's ...
03-19-2008 06:09 visited 47 times.

ihateyou - i say i hate you then i say i love you. but i hate you so bad right now, why didn't you tell me you had a gf? why was it so hard for you to tell me? i don't want to deal with your drama anymore. j...
03-18-2008 22:27 visited 63 times.

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