15 YEAR OLD GIRL WHO LOVES OLDER WOMEN

What does this mean? I am incredibly attracted to them and would gladly have a relationship with one. When I say older I mean 25-30's. Is this weird, is this normal? I am afraid to tell anyone, but I want to know how people would react to knowing this. No one knows the real me, and I so desperately want to show people the real me. I am living in denial and would kill to just be able to live my life to the fullest, but how is it possible? Is there any way people will still except me, for me? Will people treat me differently? I truly believe I have a problem I am to weak to deal with, and a burden that haunts my life and prevents me. I am in love with an extremely beautiful 34 year old woman, I truly am. If it isn't love, I don't see how love could be any better then what I feel for her, and the butterflies I get when we speak. She has absolutely no idea how I feel, and we are just friends.
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advice from Guest1600401 | 12-27-2007 19:08 | E : 3 | S : 0
When I was in my early teens (I am a young woman now) I wished for a beautiful woman who was late 20s and up to whisk me away (I went to a co-ed public school and had a bf, so it's for for lack of knowing people my age). Realistically, it is not going to happen, unless you are with for someone who is into pedophilia, which is not a real relationship because they are not interested in you for you, just your youth. You will grow out of this, or if you are still interested in 30+ year old women as your grow older (say 20 or so), you will find it easier to meet someone like that who is genuinely into you. Good luck!

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