4 years in love

my best friend and i have been together since we met in 10th grade. we grew so close and got to know eachother so well, we think we will always be friends. when we met i was a loser and a dork who no one liked. she was this amazingly pretty girl who EVERYONE falls in love with. and thats what ruins their relationship. i realized tho that she was WAY out of my league and just tried to be her friend, and that worked. but ive been holding back these strong feelings for her for 4 years, and in that time ive matured quite a bit and become more attractive (or so im told). yesterday when we were both rolling on E, we kissed for the first time. i have been waiting for that kiss for 4 years. and now what i got a tiny taste i know i am in love with her more than anyone ever. but she just got out of a huge relationship and she wants to be single in this time in her life. i care about thsi girl more than she could ever really know... so i guess im just going to keep waiting...
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