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Whenever I hear about someone else having a baby, I am not happy - I'm angry. I'm jealous. I'm sad. I'm everything I'm not supposed to be with such news. My husband doesn't want a baby yet, but I have 4 friends who have had babies in the last 6 months, and 6 more are pregnant. I'm about to go crazy from baby fever and nobody understands.
When my cousin told me she was pregnant, my first thought was to hope she miscarried. I think I deserve it so much more than many of these women, and it seems like a cruel trick that they get it and I don't. Sometimes I feel like my husband is withholding this from me, and I get angry and resentful towards him.
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Submitted 01-18-2008 11:57
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advice from Guest2454031 | 03-13-2008 14:02 | E : 0 | S : 0
I understand what you feel and are going through! Secretly I want a baby so bad. I am in a relationship and he wants one too, but I dont think that I can concieve a child. I feel as though my body has failed me in that area. We try everyday to get pregnant and he just thinks its going to take time, but I know better. I was in two past long term relationships one for 9 years and one for 5 and I tried with both of them and nothing. And also both of those men have other children so I knows its not them its me. And my current boyfriend has 2 children so he's okay, and I don't have the heart to tell him that i don't think I can have a baby. Every year i get older and see everyone around me have babies and it kills me that I can't have my own, and go through that experience.
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advice from Guest2677408 | 03-17-2008 10:29 | E : 0 | S : 0
You need to talk to someone about this. A professional. Wishing somene you love would miscarry makes me think there are deeper issues here. Are you sure you want a baby for the right reasons?
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