Cousin Love

i dont knnow what to do. im a straight guy and my cousin too... we have the same age... i met him when i migrated to his country... we didn't get along at first, but after awhile we did... at that time, i was feeling something different.... that feeling was the same as having a girlfriend... i don't know what to do.. he doesnt know about it... and he will never will... i really wanted to forget him... but i just can't... every time i see him in a family gathering, it grows stronger... i sometimes convince my self to hate him in order for me to forget him... also, im scared that one day he will have a girlfriend... one of my solution to this is finding myself a girlfriend... i need some help... how can i forget him... this is the first time that happen in my life... its weird and it sux!
Category Romance