I am at college and I started dating this kid who is still a senior back home. We had a thing going on at the very end of summer and we broke up because we didn't have the history to survive a long distance relationship. During my winter break we hung out all the time but and decided to start dating when I went back. Now that I am at school, I have a crush on a new friend and I don't even miss my boyfriend. I even ignore his phone calls and talking to him online feels like a struggle. I am afraid to hurt him, but I am afraid that the only reason I stay with him is because I don't think I can find anyone else