I think I may be a lesbian. I don't know, I'm afraid to be. I've dated a couple of guys, but there was always something wrong. I couldn't get into it emotionally, and my relationships failed one after another. Now I'm looking at this girl I've known for awhile, and she's bisexual, and I can't help but to feel attracted to her. She's smart, pretty, funny...she gets me. But I'm afraid. I'm a heavy duty Christian, and although I personally have no problems with gay people, some of my friends do. I want to follow my heart, and follow God at the same time, and still manage to keep my friends. Will they hate me for loving her? Will they alienate me? I love them so much, and I'm terrified that they will abandon me for being different. I just don't know where to turn anymore. But I do know one thing; I love that girl like a flower loves the sun. She's my personal angel. I would never want to hurt her. But I'm so lost...
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