I want you to be

I want you to be sad.
I want you to be hurt.
I want you to feel what Im feeling
I want you to miss him
I want you to miss me
I want you to cry
I want the pain to boil inside of you
I want to know you can not survive without us.
I want it because Im going through it
Why cant you?
Why arent you?
Its not fair
I want you to feel this turmoil inside
I want you to feel like trash
I want you to feel used
I WANT YOU TO FEEL DISCARDED DAMMIT
I want you to smile through the pain
I want you to hear over and over again Oh it will be ok
I want your feelings to be toyed with
I WANT TO HATE YOU
God how I want to hate you
I do hate you
I hate you more than anything
But I love you to
I miss you
God how I miss you
I want you to feel this confusion
This confusion beating in my chest called a heart
I HATE YOU
Category Romance

advice from Guest1194702 | 10-29-2007 21:22 | E : 0 | S : 0
i feel the same. i was discarded. i dont hate him. move on? just do...

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advice from Guest1138656 | 12-04-2007 22:35 | E : 1 | S : 1
I FEEL THE EXACT SAME... i broke up with my boyfriend because we both knew it just wasnt right and then i realized how much i would miss him, and does he miss me? no.. i hate fighting the urge to call him whenever i think of something hed like, i hate not hearing his laugh every day or knowing someone is really there for me when i need it, i hate that i really only felt this love for him after we had broke it off.. (i could go on forever), but most of all i hate that i still love him and it feels like he doesnt love me anymore BUT YEAH I KNOW EXACTLYYY WHAT YOU MEAN>> WHAT THE H__ I WANT HIM TO FEEL THIS TOO>>
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