Im in a relationship with the most amazing guy in the f___ world. His best friend is dating my ex. The same friend is also his ex. His best friend/ex is also my friend. Its like a giant switch. Last night, i was talking to the same ex. we desided that if for some reason we find ourselfs alone; out of our relationship with the ones we love now, we'll get back together. While Im excited to know i wont be alone, it kills me to still have feelings for him while im going out with my boyfriend now. I feel like Im cheating ont he love of my life... With a love that could've been. and it hurts real deep, because i think i love my ex too...
