Inadequate Love

I Love her but I still don't want to be with her. I feel like a bad person because the main reason that I don't want to be with her is that she is not that attractive. That and the fact that I believe I can do better. there are many are other things that factor into this but the main porblem is that I'm too weak to break up with her. Every time I build up the courage to just break it off something comes up. Like the fact that her father recently died, or the fact that a mutual friend of ours just left the country possibly to never return. How do I handle this?

Category General Confession