I love my boyfriend but I don't think he loves me anymore. I want to really be with him but he pushes me to the side a lot now. I'm looking at other guys as a just in case. He tells me that he loves me, but I don't believe him anymore. He is regressing into a boy that I don't want to be with. He used to be special. I think I love him a little less everyday. He is hurting me and now I'm numbe to him. Its like he is not even there. I wish he would have stayed at home where I know he would love me still. I'm thinking about leaving him and moving back home. He told me he would always be there and hes not. Friday is the decision day...Hope he passes. I want us to be happy again. I think he's happy- I'm miserable. However, I know I can be happy with others...I may just let him be. We will see Friday! If he fails me, its over.
Category Romance
