My ex has been trying to get me to take him back for 3 years, and I really want to but I tell everyone that I'd rather die than date him again. It's one of those, "I don't want him, but I don't want anyone else to have him either" situations. So I lead him on sometimes, just to make sure that he'll always come back to me. I feel awful about it, but I feel even worse when I find out that he might be interested in another girl. He's only dated 1 girl since we broke up, and that didn't even last a week before he came crawling back to me. The problem is, that girl was my best friend and she doesn't know that I'm the reason he left her. And I still haven't taken him back.
