7 1/2 months ago, I left my boyfriend, who I had been with for 4 1/2 years, to be with a girl. She was my best friend from high school and I always knew we belonged together, I was just too scared. I'm happier than ever now, but some days I miss him so much it hurts. I dont regret my decision, it just kills me to know how much I hurt him. I'm sorry...I really did love you...and I hope some day you will forgive me for what I did to you.