When i was little, my dad left my mom for his ex-girlfriend. He was an alcoholic. Last time I seen him was when my grandmother died about 7 years ago. I feel betrayed like you couldn't believe. I have a very difficult time trusting me now and i don't know what to do about it. I have a lot of guy friends but i can't seem to trust them. There's only one guy i can trust and i sometimes doubt whether i can really trust him. I'm tired of crying at night for a man who left his little girl. Secretly, i sometimes wish he would come back even thought i already had a step-dad.
