M O M. Mean Obscene Monster

My mother abused me sexually, physically, emotionally, & psychologically for the first 19 years of my life, my heart & soul are breaking, I've had therapy, am going for more therapy tomorrow, thank God. I have a hard time being around moms/kids or parents/kids because of my terrible monster of a mother, who only tortured & tormented me, she was never nice to me, she allowed men, her brothers & others to torture me, she laughed at me, said I deserved & asked for it, she even had men rape me so she can have a few laughs, my dad left when I was young & when I told him, he didn't respond or change his ways. I hate being cast aside by my family, I hate not having a family or a best friend, I hate feeling all alone, especially when I am with or around people, it's like the cycle happens to me every day emotionally & the crying won't stop

Category Embarrassed