Someday

He moved to the Carribean in August for school. I didn't think our relationship could last through 2 years apart. When he left my life spun out of control and it wasnt until I hit rock bottom and moved back home that I realized he is the one. That sounds so cliche' but I mean it. Throughout our relationship I had this "live everyday like its my last" mentality... running red lights and living completely irresponsibly. He knew, he tried to help me out, but mostly just held my hand through my struggles. He'll be home in April for a month and I dont know what to do. We met for dinner On New Years day when he was home and all the love we felt was rekindled. We poured out our hearts... but then he was gone again, with no means of communication. My insecurities got the best of me and I told him I couldnt handle it. He is who I want to end up with someday. Is that possible? Is it wrong to think that way?
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