I came to the realization this weekend that I'm done with being an idiot. I'm so sorry that you feel like you couldn't trust me, and you had every right not to. but I never ever slept with anyone. I am glad a stupid kiss is now making me feel this much like shit, because I know I'm done being like this.
I am turning over a new leaf official today. I just hope I can find the strength in my own heart to forgive myself.
I guess recognizing the guilt and regret is the first step.
