im so sorry. you dont know it yet but im leading you on. i dont want you in that way, in that way you want me. in that way you think you have me. you have no idea how bad i feel. i want to feel the way you do but i dont, i cant. what we did might have meant more to you but i was just doing it to feel something. god im so sorry.
i wish i could love you.
i wish i could let myself.
