I don't want you, but I don't want anyone else to have you either. You're the reason that I don't trust any guys; you're the one who cause me so much pain. But you're still the one that I want. You keep asking me out and I keep telling you no; not because I don't want to go out with you, but because I don't want to be hurt like that again. I'm letting what happened between us ruin any other chances that I have for happiness with anyone else. You'll never get me back, but you already have me. I lost myself to you a long time ago.
