addiction

I try and try my best to not look at porn but i can't stop. I promise myself and God that I will stop but I never do. I hate the feeling that I have after I look at it and yet I do it again the next day. I hate my addiction. I despise my sin. But it has such a srong hold on me. I can't control myself. Little things trigger it. Like seeing a woman half naked or in a bikini for example. I look up girl and bikinis and before I know it I'm looking at hardcore porn videos. As I am typing I am thinking about going to a porn site. I know I won't but the feeling is still there..... strong..... taunting...... death is the ultimate result of my sin....

may God somehow forgive me and deliver me.
Category General Confession