Alcoholic

I drink every day. Alot. I have at least three drinks, usually more like 8 to 10 a day. I know I'm an alcoholic and have no desire to change.
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advice from Guest2084129 | 01-15-2008 22:25 | E : 1 | S : 0
I drank a pint of rum straight almost every day for about 4 years alone at my house. When I did go out I'd drink too much and do incredibly stupid things. I lost many friendships and humiliated myself sometimes. But I loved the way it made me feel- kind of free from the world. Although the next day I'd wake up with bruises or even broken toes from stumbling into stuff, or having to explain myself to somebody. I hid it pretty well though, since I mostly drank alone. My dad called me one night while I was drinking and came over with some cops... because he was really worried. He finally convinced me to go into rehab, and I was there for a month. We fought on that one, because I didn't really want to go. So I've stopped the drinking alone... I have had a drink every once in awhile, but I have never gone back to drinking alone on my balcony. and you know what............ i haven't told anybody, but i miss it occasionally, even though it was killing me.
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