i am still in love with you and i haven't talked to you in almost 10 years. i miss you so much. every year on our anniversary of being caught in our affair i pull out all the cards, letters, silly things you sent me and cry. i will never love someone the way i love you. you were my best friend, my soul mate, my one true love, you made me "happy -er" (our silly code) and if i could just talk to you one more time i might just be able to move on. it's almost the anniversary and it's all i think about.