always on my mind

i think about his shoes, his hair, the way his jeans fit perfectly. i think about how he says hes making me a mix and how he says he likes my pictures. i think about him in class, when i should be taking notes. i think about his eyes and his smile and the hat he wears every day. i think about waking up in his apartment, falling asleep in his apartment, listening to records and drinking tea and blind contour drawing in his apartment.

he loves some one else and every time i think about him i feel like crying.
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advice from Guest1594060 | 12-13-2007 12:03 | E : 1 | S : 0
Aww I feel the same way about a guy. It all feels so wonderful and yet you realize he doesn't feel the same. I want him more than anything else but you know what I thought? Why do I want a guy who is stuck on someone else? He could never love me as he loves her. The pain is fading but the feelings are the same but someone will come along and totally take away everything you ever thought...maybe it might be your guy? Who knows.

Hang in there honey ;)
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advice from Guest787052 | 10-08-2007 03:40 | E : 0 | S : 0
I send you my love.

He doesn't love anyone else but he could never love me...
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advice from Guest1480820 | 11-23-2007 10:04 | E : 0 | S : 0
I feel the same way about someone.

I love him so much.

I wonder if he will ever know, I guess it would help if i wasnt allready engaged to another man (I belive i would leave him in a second if my true love wanted me to.) I dint find out that, at least once apon a time he cared for me too, until i was 6 months pregnant.

Life is so cruel.


I hope you have much better luck with your prince charming. I think you should say something, before its too late.
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advice from Guest2970537 | 12-14-2007 00:01 | E : 0 | S : 0
I wish you luck. I am in the same situation. I thought I could get over him but i haven't stopped thinking about him ever. It's been over a year now. Even when I'm with another guy, all I can think about is how maybe that will make him jealous and then he will love me. It is the worst feeling ever...I am so sorry for you.

I do have hope, though, someday (maybe a long ways off) a day will pass when I don't think about him. A day will come when I can move on. A day will come when I can love again...and a day will come when I'm on his mind.
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advice from Guest1761880 | 12-14-2007 01:53 | E : 0 | S : 0
same here.
man, it sucks, doesnt it?
we're "just friends"
but his sister, who's also my friend says stuff like "aww! what a cute couple!"
i dunno.
it makes me sad.
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advice from Guest1784717 | 12-16-2007 02:19 | E : 0 | S : 0
I think it's beautiful how much you dream of him. But if he is with someone else - the knot will be hard to untie.
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advice from Guest1828802 | 12-19-2007 19:41 | E : 0 | S : 0
believe me i understand.. i had the love of my life for two years, and then all of a sudden i was no longer good enough for him. he left me for a stripper and now she's the one he calls "angel" and she's who he calls just to say i miss you. and i miss him, but he does seem to care about that
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advice from Guest1841721 | 12-21-2007 03:30 | E : 0 | S : 0
Confront him. If he cant commit to YOU, then he is not worth it, no matter what you think of him, you deserve someone who thinks you are there WORLD...
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advice from Guest1848346 | 12-21-2007 19:07 | E : 0 | S : 0
I feel the same way about a guy, and have for a while. The pain slowly fades over time... whether or not it goes away completely, i wouldn't know. It hasn't for me yet. I hope it does for you soon, i wish you well.
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advice from Guest1849836 | 12-21-2007 22:15 | E : 0 | S : 0
Don't worry it happens to guys too
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advice from Guest1891825 | 12-26-2007 11:50 | E : 0 | S : 0
i feel like this now, but it isn't because he doesn't like me. it's because i know we both truly care about eachother, but he doesn't care enough to stop drinking and partying. i saw a message he left his friend a while ago about them hooking up with some girls after a party. he says he still loves me, but i don't think he knows what love is.

all i can say is that we deserve someone who will walk to the ends of the earth for us. listen to "500 miles" by the proclaimers. that is the kind of man you want. i remember another girl that would watch it on youtube and just sit there and stare. she didn't say much to me. she always had a slightly stresed look on her face. i think she was feeling the same way. but she is happy now and i am learning to live. in the process of learning to love.

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advice from Guest1927050 | 12-30-2007 06:47 | E : 0 | S : 0
Im in a similar situation. i have known my friend for over 8 and a half years now and a day has not gone by that i havent thought about her. she is my very best friend and I love her with all my heart. what sucks is that she is with some other guy an has been for over three years. i know all we will ever be is friends, but i still wish i was her boyfriend. it sucks having such strong feelings for someone and not be able to express them freely. Although we may never become anything more than friends, i am grateful to have such a wonderful person as her in my life.
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