Angry and Scared

You tell me you can't live without me and you would kill yourself if you had too, and sometimes i hope you do cause the pain you caused me physically, emotionally and mentally is too much for me. You were forceful and I feel disgusted. You brainwashed and controlled me. You slept with the one person I hate, my sister. And now I am not only extremely frightened by the sight of you, but I will never have a succesful relationship out of fear of this happeneing again...
Why did I let this go on for 2 years?
Category General Confession