Anorexia-Bulimia

For a while now I have wanted to be thinner, be prettier. And I've tried "dieting." If you can call it that. I have tried to stop eating so much... Watching calories.. and none of it worked.

After a while I decided to stop eating for long periods of time... Or at least TRY. I usually don't get more than a couple days without eating and the only thing that keeps me from eating is chewing gum.

I'm really rather upset that I can't make it past that amount of days and people don't know that I want to do this.

I've also tried making myself puke but I can't even manage that. I gag and gag, but I never actually get anything to come back up. It hurts sometimes.


I really wish that people knew I was feeling this way so that I might get some help. But I'm afraid they will make fun of me. I hate how I look and I just want to be prettier.
Category Embarrassed