Banish the memories

I have recently realised, I hate my life. I am so disappointed by how my life has gone so far. You would think that at 19 you haven't really had enough of your life to complain about but so much has happened to me. Too much. Too many horrible, messed up things have happened. I tell everybody that all the bad stuff has made me a stronger person but I would rather be weak and not have experienced half the things I have. Rapes, abortions, family breakup, drugs. I wish I could delete the memories. I hate my life. I'm scared as a result of hating my life, I will end up hating myself.
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