boss lust

I secretly lust after my boss. I don't know why I do because I have a great husband. I've already cheated on him once very early in our relationship (he doesn't know) and I'm afraid that if my boss knew my intentions, he would want the same and we'd both end up hurting our significant others. I wish that I could stop cheating and I'm trying. Every day that I don't cheat, I feel successful. Why is it so hard for me? I really don't want to do this to him.
Category Didn't Want To Know - But I Do