Bye baby

My secret is that I wanted the baby I lost. I was raped by my best friends boyfriend and ended up suffering an ectopic pregnancy. I had to have my tube removed. I tell people it doesn't matter. It does. People don't know how I ended up pregnant, and aren't sure what happened exactly. That is my secret. I want the baby I never had the chance to see, to love. I am scared I wont be able to have children. I have no one to talk to. I wish I were someone else.
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