Last July i broke up with my boyfriend of nearly 6 years. I think i had good reason too, but it was the way i did i broke up with him. The boyfriend im with now.. who by the way, i have been with for the last 9 months, was the guy i "technically" cheated on my boyfriend of 6 years with. While i was still with the first boyfriend, i also cheated on him 2 years into the 6 years.. which he knows about. He never knew about this one though..maybe one day he will, who knows. The boyfriend i am with now loves me to death, treats me like a princess and takes care of me the way i like to be taken care of, im a girly girl like that. But the problem with that is.. at night i dream of another man, a couple provinces away.. and im sure he dreams of me too. . . . in conclusion.. i wonder if i will ever be able to truly love the one im with. Im only 23 but so far my experiences have changed me profoundly. Seriously, will i ever be happy with the one im with? Am i going to be like this forever?
