cheating and I like it

I met this guy while my boyfriend was away on business, but on the last day of his trip. I wish I had met him on the first, and I wish my boyfriend had to go away more often. The sex is better with the other guy. The other guy is more fun to be around. The other guy likes me for me, not what he wishes I was.
I'm blonde, I'm thin, I'm pretty, I'm cool - I never admit that I'm as awesome as I am, but deep down I know it and I like that this guy knows it too. I also like that he asks nothing of me. I'm so sick of being asked to take care of everything for everyone.
I just want to be single again and now I'm stuck in this lease with my boyfriend for another 10 months. I don't know what to do. As much as I hate being with him, I love him.

Category Betrayal