I was raped by my ex boyfriends frat president. the sick thing was that he was my supposed friend and DD for the night. He asked me if I wanted some water because we had been out drinking for a bit and he slipped a roofy in my water glass. I blacked out in the car and came in and out of conciousness seeing him on top of me, and realizing that I couldn't do anything besides say stop which didn't help at all. the next day he called me and had the nerve to tell me what I should tell anyone if they asked why we were gone for so long. This was also the day that my father went into surgery for the 3rd time for his cancer. After that day I couldn't talk to any of my old friends I avoided all of them for almost 5 months. I only started talking to some of them again because my rapist moved to chicago. I have only told one person that this happened because as sad as it is I know many of the people will blame me.
