ComeHomePlease

sometimes i lie and tell people that my boyfriend is in iraq. we have been friends for 10 years. and have been sleeping together for 7 of those years... wow i didnt realize it was that long. im madly in love with him, but i know i will never tell him. this is his 3rd tour in iraq. its harder this time. i am selfish. i want him home but when he gets here ill act like i dont care. its easier this way. but still, when hes gone i tell strangers that my "boyfriend" is fighting in iraq. somehow justifying my stunted emotional abilities. i like how people react to it. it makes me feel special. i miss him desperately.

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