coming out

I'm so stressed over this... so much so that I gave myself an ulcer. My health is being put at risk, as well as my sanity. I'm gay and no one else knows. I've been asked numerous times if I was gay, but I always denied it. I'm not ashamed of me, but I am ashamed to gay. It's terrible because I have nothing against gay people at all... but when it comes to myself, I just can't respect me anymore. I hate it and I'm starting to hate myself to for being gay and a coward for not telling everyone.
Category Dirty Little Secret