Confused

I broke up with my girlfriend for another girl. That's right I said it. A girl. That's right mom and dad I'm gay. That's why I've been depressed. Lately I feel like no one understands me and my new gf is just full of drama but I'm drawn to it. Like a moth to a flame. I love her I know I do. But she needs to let go of her drama. I cut myself and take pills. I took 2, 500 miligram pills of vicoden over christmas and new years. I don't remember anything.....and I liked it
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