confusion

a friend of mine died 2 almost 3 months ago in a horrible accident. he was a funny kid yet always complained about being alone and not having a girlfriend.. he would always ask me why guys like him never got "good girls" like me and a few others he pointed out. his death to this day no one can figure it out if it was suicide or a real accident. for some reason i feel a sense of guilt that i never dated him even though i wasn't attracted to him because if it was suicide he would still be here right now.

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