Dear Lover

Sometimes I feel it would be easier if you said I was ugly because I've believed that for my entire 19 years of existence....and everytime you say "your gorgeous" I feel like it isn't the truth...and then I feel horrible inside because I can't be pretty for you...I can't be good enough for you. Not that you ever say I'm not. My mind is just f**ked up. I am the cause of all my misery. Although it would hurt, just tell me I'm ugly cause then I would know where I stand, and honestly even when you tell me I'm pretty I still feel ugly...I'm never gonna be good enough for you...not with my standards...not in my mind. I wish I could see the girl you see when you look at me.
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advice from Guest2580992 | 03-09-2008 22:39 | E : 0 | S : 0
Dear,
You are beautiful. I'm not saying that in the "pouty lips, size 0 jeans, huge bust" kind of way. I'm saying you're beautiful because all women are. Maybe not in the same way, it's true, but if you want to see yourself like your boyfriend/husband does, try this: Go into the bathroom. Look into the mirror. And...smile. Because he loves you, happy or sad, and he thinks you're beautiful when you're happy. It'll light up your face, trust me. I know it sounds ridiculous, but if you can't get yourself to smile, say "I am beautiful" into the mirror. It's so silly you'll be laughing in no time.
You are beautiful, and you are loved. It's up to you to aknowlege that.
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