dear mom

i dont understand the way you feel, the way you act and the things you say...i understnad things in your life have not gone as planned, but i feel like you look at everyone else and blame them for things you do rather than not blame anyone but your parents... i know my pregnancy was a shock to you all...but for you to say this is all my fault as to why you cant be apart of your grandchild's life and why you wont be there for the birth...thats not my fault thats yours thats something you have to get over, and i cant do that for you...i wish i could, and i wish i could show you how much harder you make this right now for me..but you'll only get mad and strike me down. What's done is done, and we can only move forward. you being angry is not going to make this baby go away. you can choose to be in the babys life or not. but im not pushing you away, your pushing us away...
i wish i could tell you that to your face.
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