depression

sometimes i force myself into depression. i have thoughts of suicide. i know i do i just cant bring myself to admit it. i should probably get some help. i feel like i have no friends when i really have loads. i feel like my parents dont love me, when they are head over heals for me. i cant stop it. i miss my ex. alot. i wish he would ask me out. it would make it all better. i hate talking to him as "friends" but i know i will never be able to be friends with someone i loved so much. he took it from me. he started this all. i have not had a happy day since then. i feel like s___.

its been almost 8 months. i cant go on like this. someone help me. im begging.
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advice from Guest2784753 | 03-27-2008 18:10 | E : 0 | S : 0
No easy words, but I can tell you that getting help is a better alternative than suicide. I used to do the same thing, and it took me that long if not longer to recover from exes, and it was only after getting help that I didn't feel both miserable *and* guilty for not being able to cope as well as others
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advice from Guest2692726 | 03-28-2008 21:06 | E : 0 | S : 0
Ul b alright tell him how u feel u never know wat could happened
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