disappointmentQuickCode : 2461813i've never been able to shake the feeling that i am a disappointment to everyone in my family and all my friends. i just found out that i was a "mistake" but considering how much i loathe myself, it's not a surprise. my life isn't that bad but i really hate it anyway. i have a great boyfriend, good friends and i'm making a future for myself at a pretty good school, but i hate all of it. i'm such a neurotic mess. i guess i should see a shrink or something but i went to go see one once and i was miserable going there anyway. i sure as hell hope that my hatred of my life is a result of me being young. i don't know what i'm going to do if i can't get out of this. Visited 165 times. advice from Guest2064807 | 01-13-2008 23:46 | E : 0 | S : 0 advice from Guest2615993 | 03-15-2008 14:41 | E : 0 | S : 0 |