Does he miss me

I fell in love with him. I gave him my virginity. He gave me his. I wanted to marry him. He said he never wanted to lose me. Then one day, he said it was over. No reason. No looking back. Nothing. Hes with his new girlfriend, im with my new boyfriend. In biology, does he think about me? Does he feel my eyes staring at the back of his head. Does he know i try to make him jealous? No. im not with my boyfriend to make him jealous. Thats childish. But i lost weight, try to make myself prettier. just so he will look at me and think, damn, i messed up.
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