does not love

my love my dear love, does not love me :( for a year and a half we talked online, unable to do anything that wasn't secret. for you see no one would have allowed it. and so when fought, we talked, we planned, i bribed him to keep him emailing me...but when we finally did get to makeout - the most wonderful thing in the world- he just stopped. ignored me completely and i still don't have a reason... i should not love him. there is no reason too. he never let me get to know him. and he was never any good for me. i knew that. know it know too. but i just can't stop thinnking about him. its been two months now.
Category Romance