dont help me its to late help yourself

i am going to kill myself in the next week or two, i tried getting help, but nothing works, its just to hard i cant live this lie, i have to do it.
i let it go to long, dont make the same mistake i did, please if your feeling depressed or anyhting.. get help asap.. dont think its nothing.. thats what i did.. now im not eating, im puking, im cutting horrible, i think about killing people, and im going to kill myself. befor i hurt the ones around me.
i dont want to hurt the ones i love.
so i have to go.
yes its selfish, yes its horrible, yes people will be sad, but right now, id rather them be sad then dead. and they would be much better off without me, im just a nusence.. anyways.. get help people.. befor you end up like me..
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