Eternal Dreamer
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Sometimes I wish that my car would stray off of the road, plow into a nice hefty tree, and send me into a coma so I could live happily in my dreams. I wouldn't want to die because death itself scares me and I have no belief in any forms of after life... but my dreams are so vivid and they leave me feeling so happy that I believe I'd be better off in a permanent state of sleep. I know this is perturbing and unusual but I've even started writing a story about a girl like myself living in a coma. I know this hope will never happen... and it's almost disappointing but I feel so dejected, rejected, and out of place. I'm currently finishing off my third year of high school and anymore it seems like I'm only happy when I'm asleep. First of all, am I the only one whose ever had a desire to live in sleep... in a non-suicidal way. Secondly, is it wrong that I'm writing a story about this? And finally, why am I so odd?
Category General Confession
Submitted 03-19-2007 18:48
Visited 710 times. 83.33 Compelling Rating (rated 3 times) 93.33 Sincerity Rating (rated 3 times)
advice from Guest2876316 | 04-15-2007 19:03 | E : 2 | S : 0
your still young and no matter what you think your life will change and get better as you get older. keep writting and i look forward to reading your books. It would be a waste of life if you just slept.
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advice from Guest3019729 | 04-29-2007 02:07 | E : 1 | S : 0
I've had dreams that I wished would go on forever, but eventually the nightmares come. In your sleep you have no control over the situation. It's so bizarrely helpless and there's no avoiding bad dreams, just like there's no avoiding bad days, but you can make the best of the better ones. Even if you slept for the rest of your life dreaming beautiful dreams about being in love, you would never get quite close enough to feel their hand in yours or their lips on your cheek. By all means enjoy sleep, but don't let it keep you from waking up.
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advice from Guest2950060 | 04-21-2007 20:16 | E : 1 | S : 1
Honey! Wow are you taking life seriously. The majority us go through this. Just think - if you're going through it this young you should miss out on your mid-life crisis! I would suggest travel. Travel the world, see the places of other peoples dreams. Live and breath. Don't live and sleep. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
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advice from Guest2976614 | 04-24-2007 09:22 | E : 1 | S : 1
You are not alone when I need to get away from the world I will hole up in my room and sleep for 14 hours straight. Its the best way to get away from everything and be alone without feeling lonely, and I have also wished to slip inot a coma too.
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advice from Guest3094138 | 05-07-2007 13:10 | E : 0 | S : 0
Plowing into a tree will more likely put you in a coffin or a wheelchair than in a coma...and the coma might not be endless dreams but early death. So please keep passing the hefty trees. Writing is probably the best way of living in your dreams, so instead of writing about yourself in a coma, write about yourself in your dreams. And remember that dreams are the stuff reality is made of. Make your dreams into your reality. You're no odder than the rest of us who are not the same boring barbie dolls as everyone else.
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advice from Guest3089170 | 05-06-2007 16:23 | E : 0 | S : 0
I don't think you're odd; or weird. Your dreams are like television, perfection. We want perfection because good always overcomes evil, your dreams come true, etc. etc... you know that isn't real, or true. Be true to yourself and live your life; we're here for a good time, not a long time, and theres plenty of time to sleep when you're dead
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advice from Guest3090399 | 05-06-2007 18:46 | E : 0 | S : 0
your not so odd...I have had the exact same thoughts
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