F_ Liar!

I've been such a b____! A few months ago, I told my therapist that I was molested when I was five by a woman and her daughter. That wasn't true. I was molested by the daughter, who was my friend. Her mother had nothing to do with it. My friend took me to the shed and told me to undress and did all the other hours of sexual torture with me. She was also five. I thought that she must have had some kind of "guidance" cuz no five year old knows about that kind of stuff. Still, there was no one else there with us. I said that the mother was with us because I wanted it to sound like we were forced by an older person- to shift the blame. But it was a lie. Maybe it was a little "experimenting" gone too far, I don't know. But it was terrible! TERRIBLE! And now I live with the conscience that I lied about it as well, and have messed up this ladies name. For that I deserve to die!
Category General Confession