you were my first love.
i was too young for it to have ever worked out at the time.
i understand now that if you didn't have that wife and that gorgeous son,
it could work.
but you are here because of her.
so i need to let it go.
but i never will.
why couldn't we have met now?
you will never read this...
but if you do...
te amo JNR...
ciao
