gayQuickCode :the only person who does not know that I am gay is the person that gave me life. I'm afraid she will be disappointed in herself if she finds out. AND I'm starting to develop feelings for someone in a way I did not think is possible... how can you be in love and envy someone at the same time? Plus, I'm afraid a guy I lost my virginity to gave me AIDS and I love him (but ofcourse hes having a baby with a girl he thinks he might marry!) talk about drama! Visited 360 times. advice from Guest1715895 | 12-25-2007 21:01 | E : 0 | S : 0 |